Undigested Experiences Become Karma—Here’s How to Relea… — Transcript

How many of you exactly understand this is precisely happening in you? Even the fundamental experiences [music] of the pain is when you time [music] is not your. When you align with the time, quality every day becomes. What [music] I am teaching you is not nihilism, but ultimate. Every pattern that whether it is jealousy, [music] fear, greed, insecurity is the beginning of [music] [music] as the ultimate manifestation of Paramashiva Sadashiva Murti Mugalinga Murti. I bless you all with Paramadvaita.

All the Paramashiva Sena program participants from Tiruvannamalai and Nithyananda Chitsabha members, Rajasabha members, Kailasavasi, all the e-citizens, viewers, visitors who are joining with us through the internet,

I welcome each and every one of you with my love and blessings. Volunteers in Guinea-Bissau,

Volunteers in Tiruvannamalai, blessings for every one of you. Today I initiate all the Paramashiva Sena participants of July month batch into Poornatva Deeksha.

Completion and Swapoornatva, completion with the self. Paramashiva direct message from MahaKailasa. Time is Kali eating experience into liberation.

Every experience fully metabolized becomes Shakti. Every experience resisted becomes Karma. You don't need to escape experiences.

You need to Kali eat them. Every experience deleted and rewritten is like cooking the Karma into a tasty dish and giving so it's easily digested and metabolized.

I'm repeating, listen. Because today's message is important: two powers. Time is Kali. Eating experience into liberation.

Your every experience fully metabolized becomes Shakti. Every experience resisted becomes Karma. Not just ordinary like how the Raktabija's every drop of blood creates one more Raktabija, same way,

The resisted karma, the pain, every time when it repeats, it becomes one more Raktabija.

You don't need to escape experience. You need to let Kali eat them. Listen. Kali drinking every drop of Raktabija's blood has one more meaning on the spiritual level.

Your every karma is like that Raktabijasura. He goes on multiplying himself. Listen, like Raktabija.

If you put an arrow on him, every drop falls. That will become each drop becomes one more Raktabijasura.

Same way, listen. If you have the pain karma that you have been disrespected, that stays in you like a Raktabija.

Not only it stays alive in you, every time, even if you expect there may be a disrespect, you repeat that disrespect happened to you at the age of 3, 4, 5, 6, you retell and create one more Raktabija.

Even if somebody does not smile widely and show you the welcoming face immediately, your Raktabija gets hurt and the blood spills and every drop of blood becomes one more Raktabija. How many of you exactly understand this is precisely happening in you

day in and day out? The resisted karmas sit inside you like a Raktabija and you repeat that same story multiple times again and again and again.

Don't you see one important truth? See, when you disrespect someone, abuse someone, misbehave with someone, you don't even remember that. You just forget it and you move, go ahead, move on with your life.

But if someone disrespects you without even knowing, even without intention, you carry that so deeply it stays in you so deeply that person actually disrespected you only once, might have abused you only once, gave a bad word about you only once,

threw a bad word against you only once, but you repeat that a million times.

Just do a cognitive shift and see. Actually, those who threw a bad word on you, they forgot it and they are not even remembering it, but you go on remembering it, repeating it.

Just like when you abuse somebody you don't remember it, you move on with your life.

They also move on with their life, but you go on carrying it. See the whole drama.

When you actually try to complete them and talk to them and tell, they don't even remember it.

How many of you discovered this in your life? Actually, the word, they don't remember that they have disrespected you, abused you, used a bad word on you, but you go on remembering and build Raktabijasura with it

and hurt yourself as much as you can. This is what I call it: living with enemy-less enemy.

Listen. I can put it in some other way. Living with enemy-less enmity. 99.99999% of your enmity you carry is enemy-less enmity.

Only 0.00001% of your enmity has enemy, the real person with intention hurt you, hurting you, wanting to hurt you, all of that.

99.99999% of your enemy, the enemies you carry inside you, is enmity without enemy. Listen.

That is why I'm telling you when you delete your experience and rewrite, you are not lying to yourself. You are actually discovering the truth.

Really, you don't have any meaning. It is just somebody casually uttered something and you go on repeating, repeating, repeating hundred thousand, million times more than the intensity with which they threw or the intention with which they threw.

So, when you delete and rewrite, you are cooking your bad karma into a tasty dish and giving so it is easily digested and metabolized.

Listen carefully. This is not poetry. This is not metaphor. This is the most precise surgical description of how consciousness actually operates.

The most precise surgical description of how consciousness actually operates. Once you understand this, your entire relationship with the time, with the reality itself, will never be the same.

Today I'm going to reveal the exact truth and signs behind one of the most important subjects in Krama Shaivism. Listen.

In various scriptures like Krama Stotra, Tantraloka, Mahanaya Prakasha, Kalikulapanchashataka, a very important subject is discussed about how pure awareness ideates itself as emission of experience.

Today I'm going to be decoding it directly from the Akashic records. Listen. Mahanaya Prakasha and Kalikulapanchashataka, these are very important scriptures in Krama Shaivism.

I'll reveal some of the beautiful secrets. We spend our lives doing one of the two things, either running toward experiences we want to keep, chasing pleasure and security, or running away from experiences we don't want.

Playing pain and loss. We think this constant management and manipulation of experience is called living.

But I tell you this is not living. This is suffering with excellent marketing. Listen.

The problem is not the experience. The problem is interruption of the experience. As I told, the pure awareness ideates itself as experience.

But when you start interrupting with experience, when you interrupt an experience, you resist it, suppress it, cling to it.

You freeze the natural digestive sequence of consciousness. Resist it, suppress experiences only become asuras in you and pushed into your body and all and you start clinging to it.

They have, they get the power to pull you down. You freeze the natural digestive sequence of consciousness.

The experience gets stuck in your awareness fermenting and generating karma. Listen. I am redefining karma.

Listen. Karma is simply undigested experience. It is not some cosmic punishment. It is simply undigested experience.

It is food that has not been fully assimilated. It sits there fermenting creating toxins in the system of consciousness.

But when you allow the experience to complete its natural arc, when you let Kali eat it [clears throat] and digest it, the experience becomes fuel, becomes Shakti, becomes the energy of liberation.

Let me tell you a small story. A king once had a beautiful garden. One day he noticed that every time fruit fell from the trees and remained on the ground, it would rot and stink.

The garden became unbearable. So he ordered his servants to catch the fruit before it fell to prevent any fruit from ever touching the ground.

For days they stood with the nets catching every falling fruit, but soon the tree stopped bearing fruit altogether.

The garden became barren. A wise gardener came and said, "Oh, king, the fruit must fall to the ground. It must rot.

The rotting is not death. It is how the tree receives its nouri...

The rotting is not death. It is how the tree receives its nourishment. The fruit returns to the soil and the soil gives life to the next harvest.

If you prevent the falling, you prevent the cycle of life itself." Your experiences are like those fruits.

You catch them before they can fall into the digestive fire conscious. You hold on to pleasure.

You push away pain. You interrupt the natural digestion. And then you wonder why your garden of consciousness has become barren.

The answer is something else. But the egg and the bowl karma and the bowl and the bowl multi-car sudden Yeah. It's about that.

Near the car that he ate the key. Who say rather you wrote Kia. Yeah yeah yeah.

Listen. I'm going to reveal five important truths directly from Akashic records to you today.

The first truth, the paradox of resistance means every experience fully metabolized becomes shakti. Every experience resisted becomes karma.

When you resist, you freeze the karma sequence mid-flow. The experience gets stuck. This is karma.

When you allow complete digestion, experience itself becomes shakti. And when you delete your past and recreate it, you are cooking your karmas, so it gets easily digested and metabolized.

This truth Arunagiri Yogishwara himself revealed to me directly through a very sweet incident. He made me convert physical pain into intense power, shakti.

You can all watch this video and listen into exact truth right now. Listen. [bell] [music] I was helping the Shivacharyas in the Gnanagdishwara temple to light the lamp for the earth.

The camphor mixed with oil burning. Fell on my finger and got burned. Then I ran to Arunagiri Yogishwara and [music] he just held my that finger and said, "Fire burns is because the lesson we learned that fire will burn, not by

the existence fire will burn." [music] One fortunate thing in my life was I never had my own logic away from Arunagiri Yogishwara. I was so much in love with him. [music] He said, "I was just taking his words literally."

Then he got a little camphor and he held that finger which got burned with his hand and asked me to touch the camphor with other hand. And he held my hand continuously. [music] Slowly I could see from my stomach the fire spreading all

over my body. The heat was increasing. But it was [music] such intense, pleasant experience and pleasure from inside. And [music] temperature went to the extreme. The camphor which was touched by my other hand just lit [music] up, but no pain. I

realized even the so-called fundamental [music] experience like fire burns is because [music] you learn that way.

Even the fundamental experiences of the pain is when you resist. When you do not allow digestion.

The second truth, time is not your enemy. Time is Kali eating your experience into liberation.

Time is Kali eating experience into liberation. What you call aging is Kali's compassion pulling down your big identities.

Grinding ego into fertilizer for enlightenment. Listen carefully. When you align with the time, Kali, every day becomes lighter.

When you fight time, every day feels like punishment. Third truth, the void of Vyakt is pregnant with possibility.

Emptiness emerges from the Avyakt that swallows it. The Y is not that nothingness. It's a home of everything.

Hinduism, Vedic Sanatana Hinduism describes this Avyakta as flowing into emptiness, generating emptiness, consuming emptiness.

What I am teaching you is not nihilism, but ultimate optimism. Even emptiness is pregnant with possibility.

Purnamadah Purnamidam Purna Purnam Purnamadaya Purnamevavashishyate From whole only whole comes out. Even when whole comes out the whole remains as whole.

When the whole goes back into the whole whole remains as whole. The four truths.

Death is the beginning. Death is the beginning. For the Hindu rishis, pure consciousness is eternal light.

The Kalagni, the fire of time, is where false identities burn, so true self can be born.

Every pattern's death, whether it is jealousy, fear, greed, insecurity, is the beginning of new possibility.

Deleting your past and recreating your past is the death of your patterns and birth of your powers and possibility.

Listen. The fifth truth, you are already running all phases. P H A S E S, phases.

But every perception, the only change needed, do it conscious, not unconscious. Stop interrupting time Kala the flow of Kali with fear and resistance.

Stop interrupting time, Kala, the flow of Kali with fear and resistance. Listen. This is the essence of these five important truths.

Stop interrupting time, Kala. The flow of Kali with fear and resistance. Yesterday was only one of my sannyasi asked me, "Swamiji, I feel more connected to Kali.

Is it okay?" I said, "Kala and Kali is one and the same. They are not two different.

When it is patriarchal society, they describe it as Kala. When it is the mother-centered Shakta society, they describe it as Kali.

Shakta Sampradayas call it as Kali. So, listen. The word Kala or Kali may be two different, but both are one and the same.

It is just if you are reading the literatures generated by the patriarchal society you use They use the word Kala. And if it's matriarchal society, they use the word Kali. That's all.

The time flow of time is Kali. Stop interrupting time with the fear and resistance.

Let me tell you a small story. A caterpillar was crawling on a leaf and a moth flew past.

The caterpillar said, "Oh, how beautiful you are. I wish I could fly like you." The moth said, "You will." The caterpillar said, "When?" The moth said, "When you die." The caterpillar said, "I don't want to die." The moth said,

"The caterpillar must die for the butterfly to be born. Your death is not your end. It is your beginning." Your false self is the caterpillar.

It crawls, it eats, it lives in fear of birds and predators. But when it dies, the butterfly emerges.

The butterfly does not remember being a caterpillar and yet the butterfly is the fulfillment of the caterpillar.

Now, I'm going to lead you step by step into each of these truths I reveal.

Today is going to be very powerful satsang. So, get ready because what I am going to reveal today is directly going to take you beyond time.

One of the biggest delusions that the modern society the Gen Z I can say even the Gen Alpha is stuck in is the feeling that is that time is enemy. Listen.

This is one of the biggest delusions that the modern society, the Gen Z, and the Gen Alpha I can say even the Gen Alpha is stuck in is the feeling that time is enemy.

Today's generation is stuck in this myth. This whole hustler's culture the fire trend financially independent and retire early it's all about racing against time.

It creates so much hatred and resistance towards the flow of time and life. You falsely think time takes everything away, your youth your health loved ones that feeling of certainty.

No. So, you develop visceral fear of time. Trying to freeze moments. Photographing sunsets instead of watching them.

Recording concerts instead of hearing them. Even now in this very satsang, many people think Oh, let me record the whole satsang.

Let me mark the YouTube title. Mark the satsang title, so I will watch it later on.

But, how many of you have ever watched second time the satsang delivered earlier? No.

None. You are busy preserving experience that you never actually have the experience. You are so busy preserving experience that you never actually have the experience.

I am revealing the most important truth. Listen. Kala. Time is not separate from Kali.

Time is Kali. The force moving through every moment and dissolving every experience. Taking everything away that is not your enemy, that is Mahakali herself in the act of digestion.

Kali is the power of deleting and recreating your past. Time is not taking things away from you.

Time is digesting them into shakti. Every moment present every moment the present becomes past, it is being metabolized by Kali.

Every loss is a completed digestion. Every recreation of the past is liberation. I will give you a simple example.

When you eat an apple, does it die? In one sense, yes. It ceases being an apple, but you can't say it is dead.

It becomes you. Your blood, your energy, your capacity to think, your capacity to move.

The apple was transformed into something higher. This is exactly Kali does with your experience.

Modern cosmology tells that 68% of the universe is dark energy. Listen. Modern cosmology tells that 68% of the universe is dark energy.

An invisible force causing accelerating cosmic expansion. Dark energy does not interact with matter or light deductibly.

It simply expands continuously, relentlessly in all directions. Scientists define it as vacuum energy of the cosmos driving expansion.

This precisely matches what Abhinavagupta described as Kali's emission power thousands of years ago in his Krama Stotra.

The universe continuously expands into experience driven by invisible force that science cannot fully explain but Krama Shaivism described perfectly thousands of years ago. Our story.

A man terrified of death asked a sage "How do I conquer fear death? The sage said, "Simple.

Die before you die." The man was confused. "What? That makes no sense." He complained.

The sage smiled and replied, "Even you fearing something that has not happened yet does not make sense, but you do it daily anyways." So understand dying before dying is what I'm going to teach you today.

The Krama Shaivism describes 12 Kalis. Srishti Kali, Rakta Kali, Sthitinasha Kali, Yama Kali, Samhara Kali, Mrityu Kali, Rudra Kali, Martanda Kali, Paramarka Kali, Kalagni Rudra Kali, Mahakali, Mahabhairava Aghora Kali.

Listen. 12 Kalis. I'll repeat. Srishti Kali, Rakta Kali, Sthitinasha Kali, Yama Kali, Samhara Kali, Mrityu Kali, Rudra Kali, Martanda Kali, Paramarka Kali, Kalagni Rudra Kali, Maha Kali, Maha Bhairava, Aghora Kali.

These 12 manifestations of Kali represent 12 phases of consciousness digesting into experience. Every single time you perceive anything, a part, a person, a thought, an emotion, your consciousness move through 12 phases automatically.

The 12 Kalis are the 12 movements of any one cognition. For example, when you perceive a part, the sensation travels from your part to the part and back again.

This entire arc is the 12 Kalis in action. You are already doing this with every cognition.

When you see the room around you or feel an emotion or have a thought, consciousness automatically moves through all 12 phases.

The question is not whether you are doing it, but whether you are conscious of it.

Listen. Experience has three aspects. Prameya the known, pramana the act of listen prameya the known.

You need to understand this whole thing. Listen carefully. Every experience has three aspects. Prameya the known, pramana the act of knowing and pramatra the knower.

Listen. Prameya, the known. Pramana, the act of knowing. And pramatra, the knower. All the 12 moments of cognitions function within this framework.

The 12 Kalis organize into three groups of four. Three categories. Mapping the fundamental components of knowing.

I will reveal now. I'm going to now describe to you the 12 functions of Kali.

The 12 moments, 12 moments of your cognition listen. First is Sristi Kali. First flash of awareness meeting experience.

This is the raw contact before interpretation. Like the meal appears on the plate. Plate.

The Kramas Tota describe each of the Kalis beautifully. Sristi Kali. Kaula Arnava Ananda Ghana Urmi Rupam Unmesha Mesha Ubhaya Vajam Andhaha Niliya Te Nila Kula Alaya Tam Sristi Kali Sadatam Namami.

Listen. I eternally bow to Sristi Kali who is the dense wave of form of the blissful Kaula ocean in whom both emergence and dissolution abide and who dissolves into the abode of blue Kula.

Understand in Hindu cosmology Avyakta, the unmanifest is described as the primordial state from which all creations emerges.

All creation emerges. It is not dead emptiness. It's a plenum. A fullness pregnant with all potential.

The Nasadiya Sukta of Rigveda describes this state as neither existence nor non-existence. A paradoxical fullness that is beyond both.

What science understands as quantum vacuum and quantum fluctuations is exactly this. It is not empty.

It is pregnant with potential. Virtual particles constantly arise from it and dissolve back into it.

Listen. The quantum fluctuations are defined in quantum physics as temporary changes in the amount of energy in a point in space arising from Heisenberg's uncertainty principle.

According to quantum mechanics energy can borrow from the vacuum for a very short time creating pairs of virtual particles that pop into and annihilate each other almost instantly.

The vacuum is not empty. It is seething sea of activity. I'll give you an example. Imagine you are looking at a completely still ocean from an airplane.

It looks flat, calm empty. But if you look very closely, you see countless tiny waves, bubbles, and movements constantly arising and disappearing.

This is what the quantum vacuum is like. It looks like nothing, but it is actually full of constant microscopic activity.

Particles appear and disappear so quickly that they seem to violate nothing. They are virtual particles.

This constant activity is called zero point energy. The energy that remains even at absolute zero temperature.

This is Srishti Kali in action. The first flash of creation. She is the impulse of consciousness.

To manifest, she ideates herself. Ideates herself as an emission of experience. Just as the quantum vacuum gives birth to particles, Kali gives birth to perception.

The void is not dead. The void is alive. The void is Kali. The goddess who contains all potential within herself.

She is the cosmic womb from which all creation springs forth and into which all creation dissolves.

The next is Raktakali. Now the experience is charged with vitality and emotional color. You become passionate towards the object.

Raktakali is described as drinking from the goblet of the senses. She savors the world during a fast in dissolution.

Think of it like a digestive fire. It ignites, begins to break down. This is where experience becomes interesting. It gains valence.

You are now engaged with the experience. Listen about the Raktakali. Mahavinoda Arpita Matru Chakra Virendra Ashrut Rasa Bana Saktam Raktikrutam Cha Pralaya Atyayetam Namami Vishwa Akruti Raktakalim It means I bow to Raktakali whose universal form is reddened who delights in the circle of mothers

and who drinks the essence of heroic blood even at the end of dissolution. Next is Sthitinasha Kali.

This phase maintains experience in awareness for processing. She reabsorbs the object and starts to internalize it.

Think of it as a steady heat that cooks thoroughly. This is where past experience is sustained in non-reactive presence.

The Kramastotra describes her as the Vajidvaya Svikruta Vada Chakra Prakranta Shankata Gama Agamastham So aya astangamida arsi shad am shantam namami sthitinasakalim It means I bow to the peaceful sthitinasakalim who abides in the clash and movement of vital winds

and whose pure flame causes all stability to set. Next is Yamakalim. This space is where accurate assessment happens without ego distortion.

Here is where you can clearly see experiences true weight and significance. Sarva artha sangarshana samyamasya yamasya yanduhu jagataha yamaya vavu mahakrasa vilasaragat sankarshayantim pranamami kalim It means I bow to Yamakalim who draws all things into restraint who governs the universe through supreme

absorption and who delights in the great act of devouring. You can equate this to the enzymatic breakdown into components in the process of digestion.

The process of digestion, how the enzymatic breakdown happen. Enzymatic breakdown into components in the process of digestion.

All the above four manifestations of Kali happens in the phase of prameya. Means where the scene are the observed is experienced prameya.

The next four manifestations of Kali happens in the pramana phase. Means where the observing or seeing happens.

Samhara Kali in this phase begins withdrawal of experience back into awareness. Dissolution of apparent solidity and separateness.

You can think of it like the absorption phase in digestion. Unmani Ananta Nihila Arthagarbha Ya Bhava Samhara Nimesham Eti Sada Udita Satya Udayaya Sunyam Samhara Kalim Muditam Namami.

It means I joyfully bow down to Samharakali infinite in the transcendent mind state who contains all the realities within herself and dissolves all becoming in but a moment.

Listen. I joyfully bow to Samharakali infinite in transcendent and mind state who contains all realities within herself and dissolves all becoming in but a moment.

The next comes Mrityu Kali. Here is where the complete ending of experience as separate object happen.

You become ready to let experience completely die. The total breakdown of original form happens here.

Mama Iti Ahankara Kalakalapa Visphara Harsha Uddhata Garva Mrityuhu Krasta Haha Yaya Kasmaram Samvidam Tam Namami Akala Uddhita mrityu kalim I bow to mrityu kalim who divorces the death bond of egoity pride and possessiveness and who arises beyond time itself.

The next is Rudra Kali. She's also referred variably as Bhadra Kali. Here the ferocious conversion of broken down material into pure Shakti happens.

She is described as the one who perceives a subtle impression left over from the perception.

Pure consciousness and then divorces that subtle impression. You can think of it as the metabolic fire of digestion being at maximum intense.

Vishwam Maha Kalpa Virama Kalpa Bhavanta Bhima Prakuti Pramanta Ya Asnati Ananta Prabha Ashishadam Namami Bhadram Subha Bhadra Kalim means I bow to auspicious Bhadra Kali whose terrifying brow ends the cycles of becoming and whose infinite radiance consumes the universe.

Next is Martanda Kali. Here the transformed experience becomes illuminating insight. Here is where you start gaining knowledge or learning from every experience.

The Shakti becomes pure light. You experience tremendous clarity and expanded awareness. Think of it as the nutrient distribution throughout the system.

Next is Martanda Kali. Martandam Abhidha Patanga Chakram Patangavat Kala Kalal Indhanaya Karoti Ya Vishva Rasa Antakam Tam Martanda Kalim Satatam Pranomami.

It means I constantly bow to Martanda Kali who consumes the solar orb itself and reduces the essence of the universe into the fuel of time.

So, understand, now I've described till now the eight manifestations among the 12. The other four and the process have a beautiful process to give you all the experience of time.

All of that I'll do in further satsangs. I really want all of you to watch this satsang once more so you are you understand fully.

You are ready for the next phase and the process. Please listen to this satsang once more and come back for tomorrow's satsang.

So understand. Today I have two great digital gifts from Mahakailasa for all of you.

First is the formless in form digital book and second is Bhairava Yantra. Receive it and enjoy it.

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