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You have to tell me your summer wish. The one thing you want to happen this summer.
A heartfelt story of love, heartbreak, and reconciliation between Conrad and Belly over a summer filled with emotional challenges.
Key Takeaways
- Unrequited love can cause deep emotional pain and confusion.
- Communication and vulnerability are crucial in resolving misunderstandings.
- Past experiences and trauma influence present relationships.
- True love involves both wanting and needing the other person.
- Letting go can be as important as holding on in matters of the heart.
What the video covers
- Belly has been in love with Conrad since childhood but struggles with his lack of romantic feelings.
- Conrad and Belly share moments of closeness and tension, including near kisses and emotional conversations.
- The story explores themes of unrequited love, jealousy, and personal growth.
- Belly receives an infinity necklace from Conrad, symbolizing their complicated connection.
- Conrad pushes people away when he needs them most, causing conflict and misunderstandings.
- The narrative includes moments of vulnerability, such as panic attacks and emotional breakdowns.
- There is a recurring motif of longing and missed opportunities between the two characters.
- The story touches on external relationships, including other love interests and family dynamics.
- Despite the turmoil, there is hope for reconciliation and understanding.
- The video ends with reflections on love, loss, and the enduring impact of their relationship.
Chapters
- 00:00Summer Wishes and Confessions
- 00:41Remembering Last Night
- 01:23Jealousy and First Dates
- 02:16The Infinity Necklace
- 03:05No Longer Waiting
- 03:56Crushes and Realizations
- 04:52Phone Call and Emotional Confessions
- 06:21Cold Hearts and Disappointments
- 07:36House and Relationships
- 09:01Love and Heartbreak Reflections
Full Transcript — Download SRT & Markdown
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I don't know. You want a hot make-out with Conrad Fischer. You want his tongue in your mouth, you dirty little [ __ ].
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You've been in love with him since we were 12. It doesn't matter what I do. He
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doesn't see me that way. Oh, he'll see you whether he wants to or not.
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You look a lot different than last summer. Tonight, Conrad and I were talking by the pool, just the two of us, and it felt different.
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Do you remember anything that happened last night? I always remember everything when I drink.
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Which one of you is going to be Belly's escort to the ball? Not me.
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When I was born, she knew I was destined for one of her boys. I always hoped it would be Conrad.
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Please leave. That was your hot date. Excuse me. Okay, relax. We were just having a little fun.
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You cared where I was, who I was with. No, I didn't. I don't care.
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Stop lying. You spent your Saturday night crashing my first date for fun. You could travel endlessly around those curves.
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Goes on forever. That's infinite. Conrad, uh, do you want to give Belly your present?
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Sorry, I forgot. Uh, that's that's cool. Um, I wasn't really expecting anything anyway. At least he remembered infinity.
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Doesn't he know for him I would have traveled endlessly around those curves? Is this what it would be like if we were older?
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Me and Conrad together. [Music] Hello, sea creature. Let me just ask you one thing.
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Did you buy me that infinity necklace for my birthday? I knew it. Ellie, about the necklace?
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I did get it for you. Why didn't you give it to me, Ellie? You don't really affect you, do you?
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You like her? No. No. I mean, I just have so much [ __ ] going on. If we started something, I feel like I could [ __ ] it up.
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You're the only boy I've ever thought about. My whole life, it's always been you.
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Last night, you and I almost kissed. Did we? Are you serious, Ellie? I think about you. I do. You know I do. I just can't.
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I'm not waiting for you anymore. What happened to the boy I loved since I was 10?
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I'm sorry. Pretending like I don't remember when I remember everything. I just keep replaying it over and over again in my head.
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I don't know what to say. It's too little too late to get it. Can I take you to the ball?
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I'll think about it. I um I used to dream about Conrad and imagine what it would be like. And I felt safe because you know it was never going to come true. You would never feel for me what I feel for him.
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Stop texting me. It's triggering. Bad things happen when you text me. I know. I feel like I keep doing the wrong thing when it comes to you. This is yours.
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I want to lose you. It's too late. For what it's worth, Ter was the right choice.
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Yeah, I know. Ellie, I'm sorry for being so shitty all summer. Look at them.
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She's luminous. Conrad is the sun. And when the sun comes out, the stars disappear.
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You were great. I needed you. I don't want you to need me. I want you to want me.
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I do want you. In this moment, I realize if this can happen, maybe anything can.
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And stops running. You know, you have the prettiest smile I've ever seen. You have a crush on me.
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Shut up. Yeah, you read for me, brother. [Music] He was so angry at us.
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And he has every right to be, honestly. Going to be okay, Billy. I promise.
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Maybe we should hit pause. This was always yours. No matter what happens, we'll still be in.
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The call came the second week of September, 3 weeks since the last time I'd seen him. It felt like a dream.
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Unreal. Hey. Hey. Yeah. Is it okay that I'm that I'm calling? Friends can talk on the phone.
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Yeah. Nothing weird about friends talk on the phone. It's It's probably against the rules to say this. I wish we were looking at it together.
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Me, too. Hey, I know I'm not supposed to be here, but I'm here. I wanted to see you, Ellie. I don't think I could ever get over you. Standing in front of you right now, it's torture not being able to kiss
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you. I can't believe you're here. Yeah, me neither. You have no idea how happy she is that you're my girlfriend.
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I just can't imagine marrying someone who didn't give me fireworks. like electric jolts every time I saw them.
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I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric either. You're coldhearted. For everyone else, maybe. Not for you.
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Don't stop. I wanted to be with you. There's only you. There's only ever been you.
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You can talk to me about anything. I didn't know it then, but I was already losing him.
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Let me see their corages. I don't have your garage. I must have left it in my dorm fridge.
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It's okay. You going to ask my sister to dance or what? Fisher. Please don't shut me out.
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I feel like I just keep disappointing you. And if you won't say it, I will.
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Say what? That we're over. Won't say anything. Belly, don't leave it like this. No. No.
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Belly, wait. Wait a minute. You know, Conrad just pushes people away when he needs them most.
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I made a promise to myself at that moment. I would not leave his side for the rest of the day. He would need me.
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Belly. Belly. Wait. Belly weight. What do you want? Let go of me. She was helping me.
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So, you'll accept her help and not mine? I knew it was a bad idea starting something with you.
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I don't believe you. It was a huge mistake. Fake you. Good. I'll never let myself be affected by him like that again.
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If I did, it would destroy me. We actually haven't talked since the funeral. Why does he still have this pull on me?
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I don't want to see him. And I can't wait for it all at the same time.
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What is she doing here? You won't even look at me. Sorry if you being here is weird.
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You're not the only one who cares about this house. You are the only person that can get through to Conrad.
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Conrad may have listened to me at one point, but I don't think he cares what I think anymore.
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Who are you? She's my girlfriend, and she's um and she's right. The house isn't loud for a second. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to call you my girlfriend.
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Don't worry about it. It's cool. Too bad for you. Basketball's about angle. The first time I ever had my heart broken was at this boardwalk.
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Conrad asked me to go. Just us. It was everything I'd been waiting for. I thought you might like it. They haven't changed these prizes in years.
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He made it so hard not to love him. When he was sweet like this, I remembered why I did. I think about her all the time. Like my chest physically hurts to not be able to tell her that I'm in love with her.
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Trying to figure out how to say it. I never meant to make that day about me. I wanted to be there for you. Saw Aubrey and it's not like I had any right.
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Of course you did. I was having a panic attack. Felt like I couldn't breathe.
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Why didn't you tell me you went to Jeremiah about it? Why? Why? I don't know.
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If I known that, I would have fought for you. I thought you knew. I thought you knew.
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From the moment we kissed on the beach, I thought you knew. Why? Why did you throw it all away? Why?
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I thought that we loved each other. We did. I guess not enough. And never should have ended things like that.
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I don't regret any of the times we were together. Friends, [Music] this will be the last thing I do for Conrad Fischer. Once he's there, maybe we can finally let each other go.
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You going to tell him? I mean, I want to. Don't know if I should. Conrad, leave it, Belly. I don't want to talk to you right now.
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Come on. Please don't shut me out again. Okay. I'm really sorry you saw that.
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Stop chasing after me and don't be with Jared. He's the one that wants you. I don't. Not anymore. You still love her.
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Yeah, I do. She deserves to know how you feel. I still want you. Of course I do.
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Last night, I just want you to know that whatever I said, I didn't mean it. We're cool.
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Good friend. I can't even be mad at him 'cause this is who he is. He gives and then he takes away. So I release you, Comrade Fisher.
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I evict you from my heart. Hello, Bella. Hey. Uh, I'll just I'll just give him a call back. Okay. All right. Bye.
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Have you ever been in love? Yes. How many times? Once. So, when di
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Hey, merry Christmas, Belly. It's really good to see you. You, too. I thought you were gone.
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No, still here. So, what was her name? Ellie. I couldn't be alone with her or I wouldn't be able to keep it in her.
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Keep what in? That I loved her. The next morning, Conrad was gone. No goodbye. Just gone like a ghost. Dude, you've got to deal with this. Staying away is just like making it bigger than it needs to be. You need to normalize
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the situation. Have you talked to him lately? Um, we texted when Steven was in the hospital.
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Hi. Hi. You uh got a girl out there? No. No girl. We're getting married.
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Conor, I heard you think we're being ridiculous. Belly, that's not how I meant it.
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Yeah. Okay, sure, Conrad. Hey, I heard Darra has the second best man now. Yeah.
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Well, it means a lot to have your support. Happy belated birthday, Ellie. You remember it?
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I always remember it. Thank you. Of course. It's been a week and I can't stop replaying it in my mind what it felt like to be that close to her again.
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How has it been with Conra? I barely seen him all week. Hey, future brother-in-law. You scared me. Yeah, sorry. You seem really busy out there.
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Yeah, I just have to stay away from her until the wedding and then she'll be my brother's wife and I won't think of her that way again.
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When Belly needs help with something, my first thought has historically been, "How do I fix it? It's not my job to help her anymore." Oh, no. No.
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I'm not the groom. Yeah, he's the brother of the groom. For a second, I I forgot it's not me who's marrying her.
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I'm really glad that you decided to take the summer off and stay in cousins.
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Whatever I thought was happening here was only in my head. She and J. That's the reality.
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I never should have let myself get that close. It was 4 years ago last March.
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The last time I was at Belly's house before we broke up. That was the last time we were ever together like that.
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What if I hadn't [ __ ] it up 4 years ago? What if I hadn't pushed her away like I always do? How many times would we have eaten dinner together just like this? I did lie to Belly, though. Just
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that one time. What if I hadn't? Maybe it would all be different now. Belly really needs her mom right now. She's so sad.
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What's your interest in all of this? I just want her to be happy. When do you get to be happy?
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I'll be happy when the wedding's over. What's wrong? I bow haircut. You are not fine. Can you just let me help you? For [ __ ] sake. Let go of the towel. What just happened? What did I almost do? This time wasn't like with
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the peaches. This time it was all me. When I was little, I used to think that Conrad would appear out of thin air if I was thinking about him. Conrad was always looking out for me. Maybe after all this time, he still is.
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Were you the one who convinced her to come to my bridal shower? Okay, fine. Yeah.
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Why? It's your wedding day. You should have everything that you've ever pictured. It's not my dream wedding. I never I never even had a dream wedding. I never It wasn't like this. Not with the dresses and the flowers and I just I
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never I never pictured any of it. I I I only ever pictured Conrad. [Music] [ __ ] I still love you.
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I don't think I'll ever get you out of my system. I tried to let you go.
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Don't say don't be with him. Don't marry him. Be with me. You will never be what Jerry is to me.
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You and I were never anything. I want you to leave. I want you to make up one of your [ __ ] excuses. And I want you to go. I'm not leaving, Belly.
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What did you expect me to say? I laid myself [ __ ] bare last night. I put it all out there and you shut me down. You broke my heart last night, Belly. Is that what you want to hear? I love you.
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I will never not love you. My heart's pounding a million trillion times a minute. I've never felt more alive.
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Anger, sadness, joy. He makes me feel all of it. No one else has that effect on me. And I will never be able to completely let him go. All night I haven't looked in his direction, but I always know where he is. I am painfully
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aware of him. It's killing me. I know you love her a lot. It must be really hard.
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Even now, you can't admit how you feel about her to my face. Why? I love her. I need you to know that whatever happens, it was worth it to me, being with you, loving you.
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Wish you guys the best. A part of me always believed that we would find our way back to each other.
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But this time it felt finer, like I would never see him again. Even now you you can't stop thinking about him, can you? Do you love him, too?
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Yes. I talked to Belly this morning. She is staying in Paris. I don't know. I was thinking about maybe reaching out to her or something. Do you think that even won't hear from me?
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If you really want to know if she's ready to talk, you're going to have to risk finding out for yourself. Dear belly, I hear you're staying there for Christmas. I guess that means you're happy. I like picturing that. I hope
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Paris is everything you dreamed it would be. Conrad. Dear Belly, I think about you a lot. You're pretty much all I think about.
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Dear Conrad, and thank you for all your letters. Sweet of you to think of me.
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Hope you're well. I never could compete with what you two had. That connection is like a force field.
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Belly. Conrad, the conference starts tomorrow. I thought that I'd try and catch you. It'll be fun to play tourist again.
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Yeah, I wish that I could see Paris the way that you do. You remembered that thing that you said about the first time you saw the Pacific.
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You remember that? You said that it felt like you were standing on another planet, like anything was possible. Paris has become that for me.
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I knew you could do it. Yeah. How did you know? Paris never stood a chance.
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You look really beautiful. Thank you. What are you doing here in Paris? I changed my flight. I really wanted to see her.
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Bonita, not your boyfriend. I never said he was. Thought you said marijuana messes with white matter.
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Do you memorize every little thing I've ever said? Yes. There's a full moon tonight.
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I like being under the same moon as you again. Would you dance with me? Do you remember the last time we danced?
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Prom, not my finest moment. I was such a brat about it. That all feels like a million years ago.
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Your letters kept me going whenever I was lonely or missed home. Why would I just sit and read them?
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Why did it take you so long to write me back? Because I had to move on. I had to let go of the past. And I'd do that if I was still holding on to you.
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Have you moved on? What do you think is happening here? Wanted to tell you.
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Tell me what that I love you. And I dream about this. You And I wanted to know if any part of you still loved me. You don't love me anymore.
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I've always loved you. That's the problem. I used to wish for you every birthday.
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Now you stay with me forever. What if you only love me because that's what your mom wanted and then your mom died?
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The way that I feel about you, Ellie, has nothing to do with my mom.
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I wish that I could be as sure as you, but I can't. Happy birthday, Belly.
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I have to believe she's still worthy of love. I still love her and I still love him. I have brown hair and brown eyes and I will always love Conrad Fischer.
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Is this taken? I choose you my own free will. There are infinite worlds. Every version of me chooses you and every one of them.
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I didn't go back that summer, but eventually I did. [Music] I love you, Billy.
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I love you, too. Heat. [Music] Heat. [Music] Heat. Heat. [Music]
Topics:Conrad and Bellylove storyheartbreakromantic tensioninfinity necklaceemotional growthfriendshipreconciliationyoung loveTSITP
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