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Manish Raul shares a bizarre story about a friend paid $1,000 to insult a man on Instagram, revealing unexpected truths and personal reflections.

Key Takeaways

People sometimes engage in unusual or uncomfortable actions due to financial or emotional pressures.
Loneliness and desperation can lead to complex and unexpected social interactions.
Personal boundaries and safety are important, especially in online or semi-anonymous encounters.
Self-reflection and understanding one's struggles can lead to growth and motivation.
Not all situations are as they initially appear; deeper context often reveals surprising truths.

Summary

Manish Raul recounts an unusual experience with a female friend who asks for his help one cold evening after the gym.
She drives him to a parking lot to meet a man from her high school who recently contacted her on Instagram with a strange request.
The friend is being paid $1,000 to insult this man during a video call, a task she has done before online.
Manish expresses confusion and concern about the situation, wondering if the friend is in danger or involved in something explicit.
He waits anxiously in the car while she completes the call, reflecting on the emotional and financial struggles involved.
The friend shares videos the man had sent her, revealing a complex dynamic involving loneliness and desperation.
Manish relates the story to his own past struggles with addiction and fake intimacy, offering deeper personal insight.
The video explores themes of human vulnerability, financial hardship, and the strange ways people cope with loneliness.
Manish ends with motivational thoughts about embracing darkness and staying on a positive path despite challenges.
The story is a mix of raw personal experience, social commentary, and emotional reflection.

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One year ago, it's late evening and I'm walking out of the gym. My hoodie's on, it's cold outside when I notice one of my girl friends waiting outside her car, staring straight at me. She bites her lip a little bit, gives me a very weird look, like she's about to tell me something that she's not supposed to. And I ask her what's up, and she says that she needs me for something tonight.

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look, like she's about to tell me something that she's not supposed to. And I ask her what's up, and she says that she needs me for something tonight.

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And immediately my mind kind of goes to, you know, exactly what. But little did I know this was probably the weirdest thing I've ever been asked for in my life. And so the next thing you know, I'm in her car and she's driving me to an empty parking lot nearby our local mall, which is 5 minutes away from the gym. But it probably isn't for the reason that you think because on the way there she was explaining to me.

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driving me to an empty parking lot nearby our local mall which is 5 minutes away from the gym. But it probably isn't for the reason that you think because on the way there she was explaining to me.

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But there's this guy that she used to know back in her high school days that's recently hit her up on Instagram. So I expect this to be like a date with this guy or something. So it's like, okay, so

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I mean why are you bringing me along to this date of yours? But it wasn't actually a date. This guy hits her up on Instagram requesting something very, very, very odd. And I asked her like, "What is it?" And she

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I mean, why are you bringing me along to this date of yours? But it wasn't actually a date. This guy hits her up on Instagram requesting something very, very, very odd. And I asked her like, "What is it?" And she

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with her just in case nothing happens. Just in case what? Like she this guy tries attacking you.

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does not want to tell me at all. However, she says she's getting paid a lot to do this. $1,000, bro. Literally $1,000. And she's willing to give me a cut of the money as long as I tag along

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Or are you doing something explicit with this guy? Something provocative maybe. And so I try to dig a little bit deeper just so I kind of get a proper understanding of what's going on. So I ask her, "So do

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with her just in case nothing happens. Just in case what? Like she this guy tries attacking you.

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okay. What's the first thing that comes up to your to your mind? Okay. So, it has to be she's probably sent her some like videos of herself to him for money or something like that, right? And now it's like transferred from online

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What? I'm getting all these weird, like, confusing emotions right now. Like what, what is going on here? Are you secretly a drug dealer? Is this guy a drug dealer?

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doing right now for a financial game, but I'm here so what the [ __ ] can I do?

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Or are you doing something explicit with this guy? Something provocative maybe. And so I try to dig a little bit deeper just so I kind of get a proper understanding of what's going on. So I ask her, "So do

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and that she shouldn't be too long, 5 minutes at most. All you need is 5 minutes. Okay.

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you know this guy? Have you met him before? Have you done anything like with him?" And she's like, "Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. I've done, I've gotten money from him before, but that was online." And so immediately it clicked in my head. Oh,

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And I'm like, "Okay, sweet, sweet. Okay. And so I am scrolling on my phone. About 3 minutes go past, 4 minutes go past, 5 minutes, 6 minutes.

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okay. What's the first thing that comes up to your mind? Okay. So, it has to be she's probably sent him some like videos of herself for money or something like that, right? And now it's like transferred from online

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right now. What if what if this guy actually tried attacking her? What if what if she's dead, like genuinely. And so, as I'm about to open my car door, I see her coming back. Thank God.

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to real life. Huh, 'cause like, okay, no wonder she doesn't want to tell me because it's probably really shameful for her. I know money can be hard to get nowadays. Not that I agree with her doing what she's

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and I see plus $1,000 in her bank account. She wasn't lying. And she transfers like $100 or $200 straight to me.

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doing right now for a financial game, but I'm here so what the [ __ ] can I do?

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uncomfortable or like painful. Well, I hope this guy didn't like do anything bad to you. Like, I don't know like about your financial situation, but I don't know if this is the right way to go about things. Oh, no, no, no, no.

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And so about 5 minutes go past and we end up reaching the empty parking lot where this whole thing was apparently going to go down. And we end up parking and she tells me to stay in the car

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You got You got paid to insult him. Did I hear that correctly? $1,000 or Oh, on that ride back home onto my car, she started explaining to me that this guy that she knew back in high school was

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and that she shouldn't be too long, 5 minutes at most. All you need is 5 minutes. Okay.

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showing me some videos that this man had sent to her a while back. She shows me the clip. I hit play.

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And so I'm like, "Yeah, yeah, yeah, okay. Sweet. You, you go do what you do." And then she's like, "But if I take any longer than 5 minutes, you have to come and check on me." Okay.

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this, watching some other man humiliate himself. What the actual how disgraceful can this be? How can you do this to yourself?

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And I'm like, "Okay, sweet, sweet. Okay." And so I am scrolling on my phone. About 3 minutes go past, 4 minutes go past, 5 minutes, 6 minutes.

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He's doing these like I don't know, bro. I'll put up some some some sort of video that's somewhat similar to what I'm what I'm describing right now if I can find something. But and to make things even worse,

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She hasn't come back yet. 7 minutes. Now I'm getting worried and I'm literally contemplating going out and checking on her. This close to just opening my car door and walking out because it's like, oh my god, I'm getting all these thoughts in my mind

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And even though I want to feel extremely disgusted, I want to feel this emotion of disgust right now. Honestly, I just sat there for a second and just thought about this guy. And something something twisted inside me because as disgusting

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right now. What if, what if this guy actually tried attacking her? What if, what if she's dead, like genuinely? And so, as I'm about to open my car door, I see her coming back. Thank God.

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It is. And I know that because I was there once, not licking toilet bowls.

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She sits back in the car and she shows me her phone just like this.

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It was 3 years ago, the end of 2021. I just graduated high school and I I stopped talking to all of my friends.

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And I see plus $1,000 in her bank account. She wasn't lying. And she transfers like $100 or $200 straight to me.

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games as well. And because of all that, I had a major addiction to watching adult content on my phone to mask what the real issue was because I as a fake form of intimacy. However, one day things would change because a

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And I'm like, "Thank you. Look, look, look. I know you probably don't want to tell me like what happened, but it's really, it's really like irking at me, and I really want to ask you, and I just, I just really hope it wasn't

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Instagram messages, going back and forth, and I I realized this girl is actually really cool, and she's also really attractive as well, and she's actually into me. On top of also being like in my city, bro, this is almost

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uncomfortable or like painful. Well, I hope this guy didn't like do anything bad to you. Like, I don't know, like about your financial situation, but I don't know if this is the right way to go about things." "Oh, no, no, no, no.

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And me not knowing what to expect, I go inside this video call and there she is. She's beautiful.

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Don't worry about it. It was the easiest $1,000 I've ever made. I got paid to insult him."

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me being the lustful kid I am I I did exactly that. Half a minute later, she ends the call and my heart dropped.

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You got, you got paid to insult him? Did I hear that correctly? $1,000 or... Oh, on that ride back home onto my car, she started explaining to me that this guy that she knew back in high school was

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It should be okay. Just it should be okay. Just to find out that she sends me a text. And when I viewed this text, my my heart dropped lower than it ever did.

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a very lonely virgin. He's very much addicted to watching adult content. However, one day he would end up hitting her up on Instagram and soon she would find out that this guy has a very, very, very weird kink. And so she ends up

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and she asks me that if I don't send her $200 right now, this video is going to get sent to your entire family and friends because she has my my Facebook account with all my friends and family in it.

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showing me some videos that this man had sent to her a while back. She shows me the clip. I hit play.

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was I'm literally the most stressed most scared I've ever felt in my life. I don't know what to do. She This person keeps on nagging me to send the money right now using this weird foreign website. And I'm just so so so so scared, right? And

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It's him in his bathroom naked, on his knees, licking his toilet bowl, calling himself these derogatory terms that I don't want to say. And I just feel probably the most disgusted I feel in my life watching a video like

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However, by the grace of God, it didn't end up going through. I didn't know whether or not that was a a blessing or a curse, but I'm just going to say [ __ ] it and block her and

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this, watching some other man humiliate himself. What the actual, how disgraceful can this be? How can you do this to yourself?

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It got sent to my entire family. My mom, my two older brothers, who are two 10 years older than me, by the way. They're pretty much two dads to me. Yeah.

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He's literally paying her to insult him on video call or even on text or like whatever it was, right? And on these videos, he's just looking at these videos, bro, and he's, he's wowing like a dog.

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look at what this guy is sending my girl, my my friend girl, I I can't feel disgusted. I can't feel these horrible emotions because the truth is I just I just feel sadness right now because I know that what a

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He's doing these like, I don't know, bro. I'll put up some, some, some sort of video that's somewhat similar to what I'm, what I'm describing right now if I can find something. But, and to make things even worse,

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days later after this. And I ask her what's up with him, and she tells me that he's now broke and depressed, working his construction job, uh, barely being able to survive because he blew his money on whatever the [ __ ] this was. And instantly, bro, I

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he wasn't even that, like, unattractive. He was a decent looking guy. And I genuinely can't tell if this guy's enjoying himself or deep down he's just doing this out of like lust, desperation, just loneliness.

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But the more I think about it, can I really blame her for doing this?

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And even though I want to feel extremely disgusted, I want to feel this emotion of disgust right now. Honestly, I just sat there for a second and just thought about this guy. And something, something twisted inside me because as disgusting

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oh, and what happened? I realized what truly disgusted me when I saw that video of him on his knees wasn't really him.

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as this sounds, I know I, I can't judge him. And I know that sounds crazy, but this is the stuff that happens when you are a lonely person.

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Obviously, not in the doggy [ __ ] toilet licking sense, but the loneliness, the craving of love, even though it's not to the same extent as that guy. You can't lie to yourself and say that you don't feel these same

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It is. And I know that because I was there once, not licking toilet bowls,

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It affects us all. We do stupid [ __ ] like watch adult content. We we fill our we fill this void with stupid [ __ ] However, in the past few years, I can say myself I can humbly say that I have made

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but I do something that I regretted so much. Just the same amount of shame.

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And I'm not saying this to brag to you. I'm not saying that I'm so happy now.

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It was 3 years ago, the end of 2021. I just graduated high school and I stopped talking to all of my friends.

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So, this story, even if it sounds absolutely ridiculous, which it kind of is, it's a good reminder for me. And if I could genuinely speak to this person right in front of me, this is what I would tell them.

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You guys are going to know the story. But honestly, I was very lonely and my self-esteem was very low at the time. And the only girl that gave me the light of day ghosted me. And, uh, that was online on video

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yapping about it too much already, right? You know, the generic advice. So, let me just ask you this, brother or sister. This is the only thing you need to ask yourself.

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games as well. And because of all that, I had a major addiction to watching adult content on my phone to mask what the real issue was because I saw a fake form of intimacy. However, one day things would change because a

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Use your imagination. Okay? Close your eyes if you have to. In fact, yeah, close your eyes and just listen to my voice. I want you to imagine you had your dream person in front of you right now. And I really

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random woman, a very attractive woman, would end up following me on Instagram out of nowhere. And me being the shy, introverted, lonely kid I was, I was overrun with just pure joy. And so we start talking to each other on

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They smell divine. They have your ideal eye color, skin color, even the way that they talk, that the way that they walk.

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Instagram messages, going back and forth, and I, I realized this girl is actually really cool, and she's also really attractive as well, and she's actually into me. On top of also being like in my city, bro, this is almost

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And the best part is that they are all yours. They're all yours. That's your future lover, my friend.

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too good to be true. And so after a few weeks of chatting with each other, she asks me to hop on a video call with her.

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H if I asked my younger self that 3 years ago, [ __ ] no. So dude, do it for them.

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And me not knowing what to expect, I go inside this video call and there she is. She's beautiful.

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But if you're truly lacking in motivation to improve yourself, to stop these addictions, you need to have this in mind. I knew that I wouldn't be able to [Music] neighbors riding a bike.

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But then the worst thing happens. She starts unclothing herself right in front of my eyes and starts playing with herself right in front of me, right in front of my lustful, lonely eyes. And she asks me to show my, you know what back, you know, and

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Right? Even if I I would tell myself I would change if they came into my life.

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me being the lustful kid I am, I did exactly that. Half a minute later, she ends the call and my heart dropped.

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expecting to get that person if I can't even maintain them? This guy needs to stop. Oh my gosh. You wouldn't be able to handle it. You would miss your opportunity. I look at myself three years ago and he wouldn't be able to

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Oh, no. No. It must just be maybe she just mayb...

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point where you'll need to show this person that you're imagining your dream person that you're not full of [ __ ] that you are capable.

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Yeah. Why not start now? If you don't Whoa. B. Oh, gosh. Nature is so awesome. And I know exactly what you're thinking.

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Subconsciously in your mind, you're you're telling yourself you wouldn't even be able to attract somebody like that anyways, this person that you're imagining. So, what's the point?

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It's [ __ ] false. Don't you ever push yourself down that path. The reality is you can. I don't care what you look like, sound like, how down bad you are, what position of life you're even in. I don't care.

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You can. As long as you stay on the good path, you keep a good heart.

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[Music] You can. And I mean that with all my heart. I know it sounds [ __ ] cringe, but that's the truth. That is the truth.

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And look, dude, I'm not I'm not perfect. I can come up here and sit on this tree stump and um talk all my motivational [ __ ] I want.

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But the truth is I I [ __ ] up all the time. I'm feel lonely all the time. I crave love. I have these feelings inside me despite this feeling of loneliness being there. You want love. you you know

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it shouldn't throw you off of your trajectory your life trajectory because there's a plan already written for you whether you believe in God or nature of the world you got to believe in something right whatever you do believe

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in dude there's a plan already there for you just have to live it you just have to live it man one day at a time right and you got to remember like this feeling that you're feeling right now is

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only temporary I'm so sorry for the noise my neighbor Neighbors are going crazy with the bike right now. This feeling that you're feeling is temporary. It's not going to be here forever. Right now, most of us, we're we're grinding in the dark,

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but we want the light so badly. But we don't know how to enjoy the darkness.

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And one day when this darkness is gone, we're going to miss it. We're going to miss these moments of grinding our asses off of just this feeling of just the amount of energy we have to put into other things. We're going to miss this

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darkness bar once it's gone. Trust me, we will. So, learn to love it. Learn to enjoy the darkness because dude, if you can learn how to enjoy the darkness, who can stop you at that point? You're being molded into the person who can who

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is capable. Always remember that you're being molded bar. Yeah. This isn't this this these days that you're having isn't for nothing.

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It's building you. It's breaking you down right now. But you are going to be built stronger and more resilient than ever.

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And as long as you keep on the good path, I can guarantee you this. Whatever my promise is worth to you, you'll be surprised how lucky you feel one day. That's all I'm going to say.

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Keep it on a bro. You got it.

Topics:Manish RaulInstagram storypaid insultonline interactionlonelinessfinancial strugglespersonal reflectionadult content addictionsocial mediaemotional vulnerability

Frequently Asked Questions

What was the unusual request Manish's friend received on Instagram?

She was asked by a man from her high school to insult him during a video call, for which she was paid $1,000.

Why was Manish concerned about his friend's safety?

He worried that the man might try to attack her during the meeting and was anxious while waiting for her to return.

What personal struggles does Manish relate to in the video?

Manish shares his past addiction to adult content as a fake form of intimacy and reflects on loneliness and emotional vulnerability.

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