I'M BACK ♡ i haven't streamed for 6 months

Anny returns to streaming after a 6-month break, sharing updates on her mental health, new model, and reconnecting with her community.

Key Takeaways

Taking mental health breaks is important and can lead to positive growth.
Returning to streaming after a long break can be nerve-wracking but rewarding.
Community support plays a crucial role in a streamer's motivation and success.
Regular content updates and engagement help maintain and grow a loyal audience.
Transparency and authenticity resonate well with viewers.

What the video covers

Anny returns to streaming after a 6-month hiatus, expressing nervousness and excitement.
She discusses her mental health struggles during her break and shares that she is feeling better now.
Anny introduces her brand new VTuber model with new features like leg warmers, tummy straps, and pink-themed design.
She interacts warmly with her chat, asking for support and patience as she gets back into streaming.
Anny talks about her gratitude for continued subscriber support despite not having access to funds yet.
She mentions her daily sketching habit and plans to update her models more frequently in the future.
Anny humorously addresses technical challenges like managing chat and TTS spam.
She shares personal anecdotes and reflects on her growth as a streamer and individual.
Anny highlights the importance of community and the joy of reconnecting with viewers.
The stream includes lighthearted moments, laughter, and candid conversations about her life and streaming journey.

Chapters

Why did Anny take a break from streaming?

Anny took a break due to mental health struggles and feeling depressed, which she openly discusses during the stream.

What is new about Anny's VTuber model?

Anny's new model features include leg warmers, tummy straps, a pink color theme, and various toggles for expressions and poses.

How does Anny feel about returning to streaming?

Anny feels nervous but excited and grateful to reconnect with her community after six months away.

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I'm so happy to see you back, Annie. I hope your mental retreat went well, Annart.

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[laughter] What timing. Oh, can I, can I, can I, can I, can I, can I spend the entire stream just DJing? DJing as in like putting the music, not the other DJing. Oh my fucking god.

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[laughter] Nails. My run, my run, my round is mouththing and my mouth is running, uh, before my thoughts. [snorts] Um, I am actually fucking shaking. Like, you know how streamers are like, "Oh my god, Chad, I'm shaking." Like, I'm actually

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fucking shaking right now. [snorts] Chad, I'm shaking. [crying] The is back here. I think it's the caffeine. It's not like I'm fucking— It's not— [laughter] It's not like I'm nervous to see you again.

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And eat LeBron jam. It's— It's nothing like that. Chat. [laughter] Oh my fucking god. Thank you so much, everybody. Holy fuck.

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Um, [snorts] let's see. RM, uh, I'll talk about everything and why I've been gone. Jam and LeBron jam.

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I'm LeBroning my LeBron Jam right now. I also have a surprise for you. We wish you good to have you back.

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[laughter] I was plotting. I was plotting. I was plotting firm cat behind your back. [laughter] Honestly, this is a very missed you so much.

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I don't know how I'm going to talk with this TTS. [laughter] I'll let it go because it's actually good.

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Just don't spam like this, please. Guys, don't spam it like that. Like, you can put TTS. Just don't spam emotes in TTS. Okay. [snorts] I got to talk somehow. Um, and voice kind of changed. I think I'm just— Guys,

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I'm literally a tomato right now. I'm so nervous, guys. It's been six. Yo, I am hard.

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It's been six months. Flushed. Six fucking months. I didn't realize how fast the time has been going. [gasps] I have a reason.

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Um, I did announce on Discord that I'm like, I am going to hear straw clap. I don't know if all of you have seen it because like I've been getting a lot of like welcome back. So good to see you here

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again where I am and stuff. TTS pause. I don't know how to pause it.

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Don't, don't demand that shit from me. I don't know how to pause it. Okay. I'm a professional streamer. Would— [laughter] deep inside I'm still a 100D streamer.

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Okay. I— Okay, maybe that's embarrassing 'cause I should have, I should have known better, you know, like at this point like I should know better my streamer stuff, but I'm like I'm trying to be so low key that that excuses my

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you know. Okay. Anyway, um, I don't know where to start and where to go and what to do right now.

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Serve one. I honestly wouldn't mind just DJing all stream like putting music on. Fuck. Why am I saying DJing? Like fucking hell.

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Okay, okay okay. What is DJing? Silence. [screaming] Chat. Silence. Welcome back, honey. Behave, chat. This is unexpected.

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Canon is silly. Silence. Xdx. No, I'm going to ban you. You, you forgot that I have that power. You think I don't see you in the chat?

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[laughter] But welcome surprise. Any blanket. Okay, chat. I think this is something you're going to be excited about.

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Welcome back, Annie. I look a little different, you know. Just a little bit. A little different. So happy to see you hers.

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Are you guys— [laughter] I don't know how to speak. Are you guys, uh, are you guys ready to see that?

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I'm— 'Cause I don't know if I'm ready. [clears throat] Am I ready? I don't fucking know if I'm ready. I'm shaking so much.

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Mostly because I haven't streamed for so long and I forgot how to do that. But like I've been missing you guys. Being able to hear your voice again. [laughter] Feels like a blessing.

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I need more yeses in the chat. I, I don't think you guys are ready.

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I don't think you guys are ready. Show me how ready you are. [laughter] Hi. Hello. Hi.

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Also, I'm sorry I can't thank everybody, uh, personally for the subs. I really love you and appreciate you guys and I don't deserve you still being subbed to me.

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But thank you so much. It helps me out even though I have no access to that money right now, but later, you know, soon actually working on it. Like actually, thank you so much.

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Once I have that access, I'm going to do a lot more updates on the models and stuff. But yeah, thank you so much for supporting me still. I can't, I can't tell you how much I appreciate it.

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I think, uh, at the time I was depressed. Um, I'm honey. Yeah, I didn't really care about anything. I was like in that kind of state, but I'm better now.

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Um, I'm going to show you what I have. I'm going to show you. I'm going to show you.

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Uh, holy fuck. How do I see chat and do this at the same time?

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Um, I'll show you my new feet. [laughter] My new feet. Holy, and it's way too holy way to arm sniffer. You guys, beautiful to hear your voice again.

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Missed you lots. Oh my god. I need to put some music on. Should I just put the classic?

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Maybe turn down TTS. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. Just don't spam. Just don't spam. Okay. Just don't spam emotes in the TTS.

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Yeah. So, Chad, I can move my feet. I [music] guess. I'm sorry I did not announce this in advance. I'm very sorry. I'm not, I mean, I feel like if I announced it, I would be way too nervous. [laughter]

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But this is like I'm doing it like I'm doing it low key. And whoever showed up showed up, you know, I don't want to force anybody to come here. I've discovered you right after you've stopped streaming. And it is good

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to have you back now. It's honestly how did you discover me when I stopped?

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How funny you were even in just YouTube clips. A, the YouTube clips. Uh, thank you. Thank you.

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And it's hot. I have leg warmers now. Oh, my legs are very warm. Thank you very much. [laughter] Bigger boobs.

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Welcome back. How do I tell him? How do I tell him? I'm hungry. No way. She is alive. Are you still in Japan?

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Don't tell him, Chad. I'm hungry. Holy sheep. Do not tell him. I'm hungry. Okay. Are we ready to move?

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I'm not going to like stall for too long, but holy fuck, my legs are long.

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Um, my leg warmer. Holy fuck. I love my shoes. I love my shoes. I have a patch.

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Of course, 'cause I'm fucking clumsy. Welcome back, Annie. An heart. I need heart. So tall. Yeah. I'm going to fucking step on you. I'm taller than you.

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Whoever doubted. Whoever doubted. Oh, do I even have clothes here? Hold on. Hold on. Let me check. Yeah, I think I— [laughter] do. Part.

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Damn. Damn, girl. That's a lot of skin. 6K viewers. Why did you tell me? I don't want to know. There's no— You're a liar. There's not 6K viewers.

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No, stop. Don't fucking tell me about it. I— [laughter] Fucking even worse. No viewers. Okay, that's even worse. All right. I don't know what's worse, actually. Fuck.

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Um, me. Hello, viewers. That's amazing. Uh, u lovers, hope you had a good time.

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How close are we to catch up with others? I, I, I don't know. I apologize for not being a professional streamer.

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Please excuse me. [laughter] So tails in place. Yeah. Welcome back. Less than three. Less than three. Less than three. Less than three.

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Less than three to you, too. Um, I'm going to move the tail up. Boom.

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Because we're going to go up, up the legs. So long they reach all the way to the floor.

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No way. Ow. I have not been going outside. I see. JK. We love that you are back. Can, as you can see, if you guys didn't realize, this is a completely brand new model.

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[laughter] I'm just telling you, in case you didn't realize. Hi, Ania. You didn't know what? [laughter] In case you didn't realize, it's a brand new model. Yeah. Mhm. Boink boink boink.

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Actually, there's no boink boink on this model. Um, do you see that? Do you see that?

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Tommy, of course there's Tommy. Of course there's Tommy. I have a pink jacket. I'm very pink now.

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I'm very pink now. My hair is also pink. Everything is pink. Life is pink.

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I'm honey. Life in plastic. It's fantastic. I'm okay. We're gonna move up a little bit.

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[laughter] Do you like my tummy straps? I have honey. Do you like my tummy straps? I'm really fucking obsessed with them.

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I'm obsessed. I'm obsessed with tummy straps. I have honey. Oh my god. And you know what? My mama, I have honey. My mama gifted me another set of straps in case I, I, I don't know. They get dirty

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or som

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I'm strapped and ready. Yep. Yep. Any Okay, okay, okay. Now [laughter] we're getting close to the most interesting part. Huh?

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I have a very cute necklace now. I really love it. It's so pink and sparkly and heart.

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I'm scared. I'm scared. [laughter] I'm scared. Thanks. Revealing revealing my face. Oh, you see my wings?

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My legs are fucking I don't know. My rigger did it so that when I smile they go faster.

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I'm [laughter] That's such a cute detail. I'm Oh my god. I need to calm down. [cough] [clears throat] I'm hungry.

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Holy fuck. Welcome back. Any fart. I'm hungry. No, no, no. Actually, I can um switch my jacket. I'll show you later. I'll show you later. I guess I'll just [sighs and gasps] I just need to I just need to like just

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rip the band-aid off. [laughter] I have a lot of them. Which one? Which one?

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[cough and clears throat] Okay. Well, um I'm Hi. Hello. Hi. It's me. Oh my god, the chat is so welcome back. [laughter] It's me.

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Hi. Hello. I know. [laughter] Oh my god, the chat is so fast that you know it's so fast when it stops like loading. That's how fast it is. It's so crazy. [gasps] Oh my god.

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Too cute. Write. Do you like it? Do you like it? [laughter] Oh my god. Thank you so much for the is cool and all, but I bet it can't do this.

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I'm homie. Are you sure about that? I'm [laughter] okay. Okay, okay, okay. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. I'm going to I wish I had three monitors right now, but I don't. I only have two and I I don't

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know how to look at the chat and like show you everything. This is how I look in full body. Yippee.

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And and and and uh I have some toggles. Some toggles. So cute. This is a blush. You barely can see it.

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32 months is crazy. I forgot I left my sub on long. [laughter] And then we have hard dodge soap. No boobs.

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[screaming] And then those sparkly eyes. Let me move the chat a little bit. I'm guru guru eyes.

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I'm honey. So cute. And then this is me when you don't come to my stream. [laughter] But you came, so I'm not crying.

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No fucking way. You actually came. So 64 months of tax. How have you been, Miss Fox?

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Okay, Chad, you're as degenerate as ever. [laughter] Of course you wouldn't miss a chance to come. Of course. Then um No, no crying.

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Then we have this. I'm hungry. This is me when you don't behave. Happy to see my favorite fox stuber again.

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People happy shake. I'm hungry. This is me today. And it firm explode and it firm explode and it firm explode. [laughter] And then what is this? Oh happy. [laughter] I have two versions of the jacket. Do you know? Do you want to know why?

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Do you want to know why? It's so lovely to see your personality show. And that's not the only thing.

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That's not the only thing I can take off. Um I fa [music] explode. I'm Don't look.

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[laughter] No lookie. No lookie. [screaming] [laughter] So I'm me. It's a me. I'm homie.

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Stop covering me with your subs. With your zubs. I'm hunk. [laughter] Bo, I can't.

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But yeah, um I could take the jacket off too but I'm not going to do that. [laughter] Um take it off.

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No, any less than three [music] model. I just came back. You want me to get banned? You want me to take another vacation? Do [laughter] you want to take another vacation?

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Freaky ass. [laughter] I [snorts] [laughter] hate that. I hate that cat. I hate the freaking cat. [laughter] [laughter] Stop it. Stop it. You're lucky. I I don't know my buttons yet. You're [laughter] lucky. I don't know my buttons yet.

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I'm hungry. Stop it. [laughter] I'm honey. Okay. Um, I can also What can I do? I can Oh. Oh, I can do this.

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I'm Honey. Who the fuck is this? Who the fuck is this? Who is this? Who is she? Who is she? Cursed. [laughter] I'm Honey.

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Where [laughter] did Annie go? No. No. No. No. That was just a prank. That was just a green screen. Orange screen.

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Orange screen. I'm right here. It's fine. It's It's all good. All good. Um then what is this?

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What does this button do? Ah, this one removes my wings. And then this one is for Andhuh.

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Okay. And then this one makes my hair shorter. Honey. Yeah. Hi. Uh, my shorter hair, the original hair is still there, but yeah, I wanted longer hair.

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I [laughter] hope you guys like it. And then, of course, Oh. Oh, honey. And then what does this do? Ah, my straps. And then Huh?

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Ah, there we go. My ears also go down. It's so cute. Uh, unfortunately, I can't do the the bees [laughter] like the the bees emote that smoothly. I can't I can't jiggle my ears right now. But thank you.

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But I'll ask my rigger to change it in the future. Uh, I was just a little tight on the budget, you know, and like I was taking a break anyway. So, yeah.

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But now I'm back. No tug. I'm honey. I'm [laughter] Yeah that's I'm How do I look with both ears up? Hold on.

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Uh ear both ears up. My art originally doesn't have them both up. They're like this.

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She is back. My mama who did this amazing fucking art was a dream artist of mine. I, bro, I'm so lucky, guys. I got the commission now.

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Oh my god, I'm so lucky. I'm going to spam her link and you go follow her. Okay, and you go follow her and uh maybe she will post the art on her Twitter.

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I don't know if she will, but it's Snow is. Her name is Snow is Please follow her. No is I'm and my rigger who did all these jiggle physics is um I'm eat firm explode. [laughter] I'm so uh mod can you pin like um art and vigor

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both links please? Thank you. I got both top tier rigger and artist. I'm so happy. Um, yeah, Snow is has been a dream of mine. She's one of my favorite artists ever. Her art is so pretty and cute and and [laughter]

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everything everything I love combined together. And she made me so pink. She made me so pink. [laughter] I basically uh asked uh to like redesign my previous outfit, but like not change it too much. So that's why it's still like looks the

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same kind of but not really. Um we have a lot of beautiful cute details on it now.

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Yeah. So cute. [laughter] Thank you. I'm glad you like it. I hope you guys are um excited and happy to see this cuz um I had this model for a while but uh I was taking a break as I said I had

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this model for months and I had to keep it secret. Uh, basically, uh, the reason I've been gone is because I've been very depressed and it hit the point of where I needed to get on meds because I've been depressed for many

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years, right? Like, everyone knows that, but I've never been medicated. [clears throat] So, I had to get on medication. And holy fuck, getting on medication was making me basically a vegetable. [laughter] the the few first months I didn't do

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really anything except like sleep a lot and um yeah I was going to get depressed and in pain and everything that's why I didn't stream. I thought I would come back earlier but I I I thought that I I

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should just lovers see if the meds help me first and stabilize myself first before I get back. And I think I'm at the point where I think I'm better.

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I think I'm better. I think the meds are working. Luckily, I'm on depression meds. I was diagnosed with depression and ADHD and um almost autism.

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[laughter] I went through a lot of tests. Like, bro, I was a few points away from autism. That's so freaking funny. I mean, yeah. I mean, it's basically autism. [laughter] I'm hungry.

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[laughter] I'm not surprised honestly, dude. Um, yeah, it's it's like I'm in a weird I'm stupid. Thank you. Thank you for putting that on my face. [laughter] The YouTubers, I mean, I think you got to be autistic a little bit to be a

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YouTuber, I guess. Yeah. Fuck. I'm so I'm so hot. Oh, my cheeks are so hot.

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I'm an autistic streamer. Sounds like a [laughter] like a manga title. Oh, thank you. Thank you on the tip.

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Thank you. My autistic streamer cannot be this autistic. I love me. My streamer cannot be this autistic.

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[laughter] [gasps] But yeah, I hope that explains as much as I'm laughing now. Um, it it was not fun. [laughter] It was not fun. I remember when my deep depression started 2 years ago. It It's cuz someone very close to me uh

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basically betrayed me. Welcome back. It's so good to see you. Missed you so lovers. Lovers lovers.

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It was very very very painful. Um it was very very painful and then after that you know I was trying to get better on my own you know without meds but then you know life moves on and you get new

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shit that happens. So then something else happened and then something else and then something else and I think at some point I couldn't uh handle it uh anymore [snorts] like streaming related like stuff like people being fucking weird and shit just like a lot of

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different things just piling up on top of each other and I just thought like no I I can't I can't turn on the stream and be smiley and happy anymore. like even if I force myself, I just physically

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can't. Um yeah, uh I really needed to step away. I hope you guys can forgive that those that you know were disappointed.

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But I really really was not doing well, but I I'm a lot better now. [music] I need I'm a lot better now and I I'm still working on myself and I hope uh to those who have been keeping up with my art.

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I've been posting my sketches every day. I thought that like maybe I should just try to draw one sketch, at least one sketch a day [music] and like keep the habit going cuz like guys when I was at

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the peak of uh you know the weird mental state I didn't like anything. I didn't want anything. I didn't want to live. I didn't want to die. I didn't want like I I don't know what I wanted. Like I genuinely thought

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I lost passion for everything. like I didn't want to draw at all. Nothing. Just just nothing. And I was so scared that I'm never going to feel like um that I want to do anything.

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But yeah, as time has been passing and I've been working on it and taking meds and everything, I think I'm better now. And I'm trying to build new habits for myself cuz yeah, it is basically building a habit

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all over again like drawing after not doing it for so long. It seems so bad. I'm so bad. I'm so lucky to have my friends too. Twy 20 in the chat and I saw Kathy was here. I'm so lucky. I went to TwitchCon in May. I

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met my friends. I'm so happy. I want to go back. I want [clears throat] to go back. I I hugged Kathy a lot. We were We were like hugging all the time. I was hugging. She She's my hug buddy.

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[laughter] Take me back. Come to Japan. Your sketches are super cute. Thank you. I'm glad you like them.

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They're not like the best things that I can ever draw cuz they're like I don't spend that much time on them. But that's the point. I need to like just draw every day. That's that's the only thing.

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Even if it's like 20 minutes. But yeah, hold on. I need a drink. I've been yapping so much. I'm not I'm not used to it.

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I think um I don't know what point I'll be able to do longer streams.

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Streamer xQCL. Thank you. [laughter] Pay chatter. I sent you the $10 on your PayPal.

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[snorts] Also, oh my god, I'm so happy about my eyes now. They're properly pink and purpleelcome. And now people can't confuse them. [laughter] So many people were drawing them red and purple. I was like, "Bro, it's not red.

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It's pink. It's it's it's not red. It's not purple. It's it's it's pink. It's the most yummy shade of pink to me. I love pink." Uh, I guess you couldn't tell, guys. By the way, fun fact, I love pink.

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[laughter] I love pink. Homophobia eyes. So homophobic. Cancel me wide now. What? What? What the fuck?

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Thank you so much everybody. What? [laughter] [snorts] Oh my god, I love this model.

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Did you guys get used to it yet? So expressive. I know. So cute. I love it. Suits you well. Really firm explode.

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Thank you. Thank you. I wanted to commission a new outfit from my mama, but but [laughter] but I wasn't streaming. What was the point? I'll commission it in the future.

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Um I also had to spend money somewhere else. Like I was traveling, so let's freaking goo.

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Um thank you. Let's freaking goo. Uh no gooing. Uh please no gooing in my chat. Thank you.

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I'm Honey and it fani. Thank you. Hi. I'm honey. I can barely see the nose. Lol. I might need a microscope [music] to see it.

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It's an anime nose. It's a cute nose. It's a cute nose. I missed you, Annie.

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I'm surprised that all alerts still work because I thought that I've been gone for so long. Guys, every time I'm gone, something fucking changes on Twitch.

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Apparently, you can have a badge for gifting subs. Like I I can put a like I need to like I I need to draw something for a badge so that people who give subs can get something.

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Oh my god. Like there's so many new things. Every time I took a break, even if I took a break for a week, something happens.

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New day's [music] sketch. Awesome to see you stream. Thank you. Thank you a lot. But like when I stream, nothing is changing.

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That's something you have there. Nothing ever happens. You can change the badges monthly. Damn. What the heck?

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What? Huh? Interesting. Giga chat super gifter. Mega giftter. Giga gifter. Gifter. Yeah, that's you.

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[laughter] Just so everybody knows, you're the mega gifter. Giga chat gifter. Gifter. Gift her. [laughter] [gasps] Thank you for gifting though. It like you know it helps. It helps me a lot.

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Everything is different comfortably. Anyways, minus 300 lule. Lle. Hi. Good to see you back.

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The fucking the alerts like when I just booted the stream and the alerts starting going off like I'm horny. I'm horny. I'm like, "Oh my god, this feels so nutsy." [laughter] Like, what? Uh, what's the fucking word?

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Nostalgic. Like, holy fuck, it's been a while. Type shit. No, don't type shit. But yeah, type shit. Um, [snorts] there's so many of you. And I see a lot of new people following me too. Like where did you guys come from? I thought

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like because I took such a long break that I don't want to say nobody would show up. Obviously someone would show up but I did not expect this. I guess it's my alt. Oh damn. How many computers do we have

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or browsers? [laughter] How does that even work? What the fuck? My eyes just bugs the fuck out. What?

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[laughter] What happened? Can you Can you guys stop jerking in the chat? Stop. Stop it.

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That sounded German at the end. [laughter] V. There's a very funny video that I found the other day of a like a AI teaching German and then that AI was talking to another AI like the German AI and they were yelling at

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each other like vas and then the other ONE WAS LIKE VAS THEY KEPT going longer and longer and they just fucking kept shouting like even the German AI are fucking crazy. I know I have a big fucking percentage of viewers from

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Germany. You guys are You guys are nuts. [laughter] Why Why are they so angry germa?

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But yeah, I think um a lot of things have changed for me since I've been gone. like my interests have completely changed and I feel like as a person I might be a little different than before. Not in a

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bad way. It's just you probably will be surprised and like I don't know I bring some random bullshit up or anything like that.

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I don't know. We'll see. Maybe nothing changes. Who knows? Um I need to burp so bad. One second.

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Now what? I burped. Thank you very much. Um, now I need to drink. [laughter] [snorts] Okay. Why mute? Cuz why would you want to see that?

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I'm Honey. You freaky freak. [snorts] You freaky freak. [laughter] [laughter] I love freaky. Freaky. You know what I've been doing lately? I've been um I've been going outside. Well, not like this month cuz it's fucking hot. It's so hot. Not as

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much this month, but I've been going out and I've been like uh if I'm doing like if If I'm getting my hair done, I uh try to practice my Japanese and talk in Japanese and overcome my social anxiety and just fucking yap. [laughter]

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And I found this hairdresser who likes to yap with me. And it's great. Every time I come to her, she like she's she's such a yapper. She always yaps.

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Yeah. I've been just like trying to talk more cuz I've been so scared of people.

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She's probably a YouTuber, too. No, actually, she told me she knows a friend who's a VTuber, [laughter] but she she doesn't know English at all.

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And that's like a What the fuck is yellow heart emoji? What the fuck is that dog? [laughter] [laughter] What the fuck was That's not my alert, guys. That's not my alert. [laughter] What the fuck is that?

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Wait, that's [laughter] a I'm [snorts] [laughter] Why is it like I'm [gasps] Okay, Ch. I'm going to fucking die from laughter. [snorts] What the fuck? I did not expect that. I forgot what I was talking about. Oh my

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god, I have a headache. [laughter] The fuck is that? Added to the compilation. What? What compellation?

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Louds herself into a headache. That dude dude why why is laughing so painful low key? Like [laughter] I I I actually like when I'm not depressed actually when I'm depressed too. When I'm depressed, I'm especially like I'm laughing so much and

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people are like, "Why are you laughing? Why are you laughing?" Dude, I just like to laugh. It feels good. But also, yeah, sometimes I feel like I laugh too hard that it like it destroys my voice and then also [music] it I get a headache.

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[laughter] Like, what the fuck? Stop. [laughter] I don't want to see that. [laughter] Stop.

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Stop. [laughter and snorts] [gasps and sighs] Stop it. Stop. I don't think you've changed much at all. I mean, [laughter] I didn't mean that. I I'm like fucking not laughing anymore, you know?

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two two I missed you child but holy fuck you give me headache [laughter] I miss your brings back memories thank you [clears throat] [laughter] fuck [snorts] Annie firm explode I'm stop what is that do like stop Annie please look at this fuck has

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stopped nuts brew. I don't want [laughter] to I don't want to stop making me look at it.

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[laughter] What the hell? [screaming] Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. Thank you for the five subs. [snorts] Oh my god.

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[laughter] It's an expensive bid. It It is. And you're still doing it. What is wrong with you?

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I'm Oh, yeah. You know, I I went to Europe. I went to Netherlands in May and then later I went to Hungary for the first time cuz I was hungry. [laughter] Um anyway, [music] I I met Bella. I met

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with Bella and I was so fucking sick, bro. I was so sick. I I literally because I was sick, my ears got plugged on the plane. So when I arrived and Bella came to my hotel at like midnight

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or 1:00 a.m. I couldn't hear shit. She was like talking to me. [laughter] I couldn't hear I couldn't hear shit and I couldn't speak too because my throat was fucked.

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Not quite literally fuck like fucked as in like fuck, you know. Uh anyway, um um deaf moment. It was not nice. I I felt like deaf and mute at the same time.

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Holy fuck. That's not a good experience. [clears throat] But yeah, I got better basically on the last day that I was with Bella, which was like fucking sad cuz like because I was so sick, I couldn't enjoy my time as

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as much as I could have if I wasn't debuff. Yeah, I was debuffed. But Hungary was nice. I I think I like it better than than Poland cuz I went to Poland afterwards and I was like, I don't like Poland. I don't want to be

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here. But my sister lives there and my niece and nephew and yeah, so [laughter] I don't like Poland. Why?

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I don't know. Just a feeling. I I don't like I I don't I don't know. I don't know how to explain it. Just some kind of dread I'm feeling when I'm there.

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Hope you had a nice break, Annie Channy. I did. Well, the break when where I traveled and met friends. Yeah, everything like that's not that you I wouldn't call that a nice time, but I've been working on myself and stuff.

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Holy, thank you. Exacip unusual activity detected on my server. or what's going on. Mods, happy to see you back to clap.

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Why is it Why is it telling me there's unusual activity? While you guys are here, can you guys follow my Instagram?

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Nuts, nuts, [laughter] nuts, nuts. [snorts] I've been posting uh my art every day, and I want to grow my following on Instagram because I don't know. I've been liking in Instagram more lately than Twitter. I'm not gonna abandon

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Twitter because I've been growing it for so long. But I think I prefer Instagram because it actually has algorithm that shows me stuff that I'm interested in and there's no hate tweets. I don't see hate farming on Instagram. I see my

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friends posting stories there. like I actually see the stuff on Instagram that I want to see, you know, cuz Twitter has turned into this um hate farming place that it like actually is dreadful being there. There's always drama and people

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cannot fucking chill. Literally drama out of nothing. Like I'm not into that. I don't want to see that. Not interested. I just want to live and appreciate beautiful things.

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and [music] create. I like create I like seeing creative stuff. Hi, Kamimi. Hi. I like I did when I was on the loading screen, like on the starting screen, I mistyped can and I wrote cam and I forgot that that was the emote.

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[cough] I don't know if anybody saw. Well, someone saw but [laughter] Cam Z. Hi Annie, I missed you. You Christmas tree emoji. Evergreen tree emoji. Pine decoration.

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Wrap it up. Christmas tree emoji. Wait, there's a button. Evergreen tree emoji. Pine decoration emoji.

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Why is it not working? There's a volume. [laughter] Evergreen tree emoji. There's a volume button, but it's not working.

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Christmas tree emoji. Evergreen tree emoji. Pine decoration emoji. Christmas tree emoji. Evergreen tree emoji. Pine decoration [screaming] emoji. Christmas tree emoji. This is only for tree emoji.

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Pine decoration emoji. Christmas tree. I think Monster Ts. Pine decoration emoji. Christmas tree emoji. Evergreen tree emoji. Pine decoration emoji. Christmas tree emoji.

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Evergreen tree emoji. Pine decoration emoji. Christmas tree emoji. Evergreen tree emoji. Pine decoration emoji.

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[snorts] Christmas tree emoji. Evergreen tree emoji. Pine decoration emoji. Christmas tree emoji. Evergreen tree emoji. Pine decoration emoji. Christmas tree.

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Evergreen tree emoji. Pine decoration emoji. Christmas tree emoji. Evergreen tree emoji. Guys, I don't know how to decoration.

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[laughter] Stop. I'm going to start banning you. Welcome back, Queen Annie. Firm cat. [laughter] Thank you.

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Your sad animation looks so good. I know. [snorts] [laughter] Yeah, it's animated like um um my old model has static ears. Ears?

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What? Tears? What am I saying? Oh, by the way, did you see my heart? Uh I Okay. Um I forgot what people do with that kind of fucking clips. Um, how the fuck did this guy have a three

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stream streak? What? I didn't stream that much. I have one. What? Why does it say that? From last time you stream, you had it too.

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Oh fuck, it's announcing it in the chat too. Great. Okay. Yeah. Uhhuh. Yeah. Fucking spam my chat so I don't see what people are typing. Yeah, THAT'S A WHY DID I MENTION IT? WHAT IS THIS? This is a new thing, too, that like happened uh

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after I I went on a break, they added that thing. [laughter] Stop. [screaming] How do I disable it?

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[laughter] Okay, I appreciate you guys being here with a streak, but oh my god, someone has a 10 stream streak. You're You guys are getting like mogged. Um, like I appreciate it, but I don't want to know it in my chat.

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I see you in the chat. That's enough for me. Have you talked about forcing yet? Oh my god dude.

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No, I didn't. But I I saw he uh he had a cat. You have a 100 streak. I I'm going to check. Okay. I can't check. There's way too many. And I think I'm lagging now. [laughter] That shit.

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Um but yeah, I I saw a kitten and I think Wait, did Kathy adopt it?

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Kathy, is Kathy still here? I think Kathy adopted it. Rio Wait, do you have it real and true?

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Wait, what? Wait, wait. Did you or did you not? Are you not yet, but going to? Where are you waiting for? Where are you going to name it? You're going to name it Forson show kitty pics Camila. Usually people

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ask that in DMs. Um, but I mean it's you, so [laughter] I guess it's fine.

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[laughter] Damn. [laughter] Damn. Asking Kathy for kitty pigs. Kathy is going to get stolen from me.

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No. [cough and laughter] There we go. My throat is getting [music] holy. You should unban me. Not going to lie, bro. You announcing that in the chat makes me want to ban you. If you're banned in my friend's chat, then you're

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getting banned here. TBH. Like, what the fuck? If you got banned, you did something very fucking cringe.

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You're done. Rapal, thank you. Thank you for [clears throat] the prime. Thank you everybody who I didn't get to thank. I feel [laughter] I feel bad uh because I usually like read everyone's names out loud but like it

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was not it was not possible every time I take a break. Yeah. Like I know it's there's going to be some people but like today was crazy cuz I've been gone for 6 months. When I when I went to my Twitch

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and I saw six months the last live 6 months I was like I did not realized that so much time has passed.

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Thank you Max. Gone but not forgotten. I I'm not I wasn't dead. [laughter] Come on.

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My baby parrot named Aussie is mimicing your cough. Also welcome back. say that when I'm like actually dead. Not yet.

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Not yet. Not yet, [snorts] though. Oh, fuck. Holy fuck. The hicks. I forgot these happen when I talk a lot. Holy.

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Legit. Most of uh I need to flower womb. Um most of my days I spend being alone. Um I need firm key willingly. Uh being alone, selfisolating, not talking at all. Sometimes I forgot that I have a voice.

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Well, lately I've been trying to talk to myself sometimes though. It forces me to do things like, "Okay, I'm going to go get up and go do this. So, I'm going to get up and go stretch. I'm going to get

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up and work out. Um, it's good. So, well, it helps though. It actually helps. Like, it helps you to just take the step and do it. It's been I I've been doing that with uh with art. Like, I'm going to

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pull my sketchbook out, pull my pen out, and draw. Do a stroke. pull my pen out and do a stroke. Make a stroke. Um, the pen is [laughter] I have pink. Oh my god, I bought so many um I bought so many pink pens [music]

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and uh markers and uh pencils. I'm pink maxing. I I don't know what's going on, but this shade of pink is my favorite currently. like the jacket color I guess is like around that color is like my favorite shade [music] of

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pink. But also I kind of at [laughter] the same time I started dressing more edgy and like my wardrobe is literally black to see you again. [clears throat] Um I have like a lot of silver jewelry and stuff

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and my tuber is like so pink and colorful. [crying] [snorts] My pink is juicy. I got the juice, dude. I can't wait till I can commission my artist for more tuggles and stuff. Also, she allowed me to draw

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my own. Like, if I want to draw something for this model, I can draw it.

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But I want to respect her style. I I would rather her do it. I'd rather my artist do it. But we'll see. Uh cuz like I would really like to have like hand toggles like holding a controller or something like that. I

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really want that. Black equals goth. I I didn't say that. I just said edgy, not goth. I'm not a goth. I'm not a goth.

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Also, thank you. [laughter] I didn't don't anybody. Please understand. It's so overwhelming right now. Please understand that I've been gone for 6 months and this is my first stream. I'm like not used to this and I'm like nervous and I have a new model

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and I'm like still getting used to it. I didn't use it too much um before streaming cuz I didn't want to like get used to it. I guess [laughter] cuz like wanted to do it with you with the chat [snorts]

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she hates reading us literally. I [music] literally don't. I read everything. Well, I try to. Okay, I kind of lied today. You guys are way too fast. But this is not a normal situation.

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So [laughter] M the cat read this. Oh my god. There's M the cat. Can we see the full model again? Yeah, sure. Sure. Just don't cover me.

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Yippee. And then B. And then B. And then B. And a B. And a B. And a B. And a B.

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You like Wait. I have Look, look at my pedicure. Okay, now you owe me subs. What the fuck?

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You thought this was free? [laughter] Any subs in the chat? Oh my god. Wait, it's working. It's fucking working. I'm getting a house in Brazil.

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I don't know why I said Brazil, but you know what? in Brazil. I I can't reach it.

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Teasing me with a baguette. Holy shit. [laughter] Okay. Oh my god. Holy stops. Okay. I'm actually going to get a fucking house at this [laughter] point in Brazil.

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Oh feet. Brazilian Annie is real. [laughter] Oh my god, someone's going to draw that.

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You know what? That would kind of go hard. [laughter] I'm hungry. Thank you so much.

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Thank you for funding my house in Brazil. Thank you, Breny. [laughter] Brazilian Annie with the tan lines and stuff. Hell yeah.

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[laughter] I'm so excited to see the new arts. If anybody is going to draw of this model, [laughter] I don't know when there's going to be new arts, but would make me really happy.

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Everyone can finally see the hair color that [laughter] [snorts] Thank you. So, are the reps up? Uh, not yet. Uh but I think either my artist or I will upload the pictures.

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Did you see all the international Miku art during World Cup? Annie, no. I I did not follow World Cup. If I'm honest, I couldn't give about [laughter] that. I [snorts] only saw people talk about it, [laughter] guys. I'm not going to

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fucking pretend I'm a fucking football fan. I I don't car. I [laughter] I don't car and I quit carless.

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Wait, is that how you say it? [screaming] Any car. You know, it's kind of interesting that my car is green.

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Like I like pink, but my car is green. Something is not adding up. I need to draw a new car. I'm going to draw a new car later at some point. And it's going to [music] be pink. It's going to be

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Balenciaga pink. I'm honey. You're Balenciaga Potter. Potter. I'm honey. You are Balenciaga. Actually, low key, Balenciaga paint is so fucking pretty. I want a Balenciaga bag in pink.

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I'm honey. I need it. I'm honey. I'm pink maxing. Yes. Yes, Chad. Buy her one.

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[laughter] Yeah. Uh, can can I get a pink bag, Chad? Absolutely. Okay, thank you.

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got me. You just joined uh and uh ignore what you saw just now. Holy fuck. Thank you.

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[laughter] He feet. I really like the feet though. Okay, you got to appreciate the work done on it.

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Like, bro, come on. It's honey. They're so pretty. I'm not a feed guy, but like I'm [laughter] hungry.

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I'm not a feed guy, but but I would sniff. I would sniff, honestly. I'm [laughter] freaky.

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[music] I'm I need to rebound um all of the buttons that I have for my new model. I don't know. My stream deck is so bugged. I think I need to completely reinstall it.

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I'm Oh, why do I have this typed in my chat for four for [laughter] for sen also uh I have like a new keyboard and it constantly like I somehow hit the caps lock so I'm always fucking yelling like if

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I'm playing games I somehow enable caps lock and it's like a default mode so like every time I type I'm fucking yelling in the chat. [laughter] I'm like fucking excus tweeting in caps all the time. [laughter] Is the caps I'm not a raging gamer. It's

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just my capsuck is turning on by itself. I promise I I don't I never rage in games. I never he said calmly. I am pretty calm.

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[snorts] I don't think you've guys ever heard me rage. I'm honestly I think the last time I ever raged in my life. Also, what the fuck is happening to my eyes when I do that? Did you see that? Like I I turned into a Oh, like

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fucking hamster. Um I think that was uh I was raging when I was like 17 or some shit at my parents. That's like the last time I was ever like raging raging. Oh.

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[laughter] [clears throat] Yeah, I don't think ever since then I think moving out from parents was the best decision ever in my life.

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[laughter] The earlier you can do it the better. Um yeah, especially if you are Asian or Slav cuz we have like the worst parents somehow. Somehow we have like very similar parents.

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strict parents. I wouldn't say strict parents, more like fucking uh I don't even have a word for that.

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Harsh. Not even harsh. It's like somehow worse. Mentally ill. Mentally ill and undiagnosed. It's funny because like um I don't know if I want to talk about this actually, but I think like people that are around my uh not my age, not my

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age, my parents' age, not my age, people around my parents age, uh they have like some kind of um what is the word? Prejust prejudice. Or like that uh taking meds is like a bad thing. And if you take me that means

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like is that the word? [laughter] You know what I mean? I don't know if I'm I don't know if my English is Englishing. [clears throat] Stigma.

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Stigma. A stigma. Yeah. Yeah. Anyway, yeah, I think uh my mom thinks that way too. Uh, which is like funny cuz I think she could benefit [laughter] from like taking some kind of meds, but you know, I think a lot of

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parents could, a lot of parents could, but like judging people for taking med like that's what like they do. Like why are you judging?

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Like I take meds. Um, and I think they're helping. I think uh ADHD meds are not helping yet cuz I started taking them later. But my actually my dosage got increased today.

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So I'm hoping it's going to work. Yeah, I think the meds do work. like actually do for depression for sure. cuz uh literally every time I would come to my psychiatrist like at first I was coming every week then after a while I

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was coming every 2 weeks and every time like you come you have to like um fill the questioner like questions and it asks you like if you're feeling suicidal if you're feeling like you're ugly or if you're feeling like you're irritated more than

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usual or if you're crying all the time or God. And like progressively every month I noticed how some of my answers were changing for the better because like at the point where I came to them I was suicidal and I told them like bro I

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feel suicidal like lock me up or something cuz like I don't fucking know what I'm going to do. [laughter] They were like just come next week so we make sure that you're alive [laughter] and we just check up on you. I was like okay thanks.

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Okay I will. [laughter] Um but yeah. Yeah. Went from that all the way to today. I was filling up the questioner and I was like I I put the highest option for the mood which is like I'm not sad at all. And I was like

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hold on a minute. [laughter] Hold on a minute. I'm not sad. Like that was the first time that I I've put that.

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Yeah, but you know what I'm scared about? I'm scared about getting off meds because they're only flour and flour and flour.

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It's not like a lifetime thing. I think it's uh it's only prescribed for a year.

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Meds definitely help [music] take off the edge of depression. Makes the symptoms more manageable.

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Yeah, definitely. Uh, I don't know how long I'm going to be taking them, but I'll enjoy life for now while I can. I guess I I guess.

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Yeah, I've been trying to take care of things that I haven't taken care of in years.

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Oh my god. Arund 100. [gasps] Thank you. Thank you. Giga chat. Mega chat. Mega giftter.

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Gifter. [laughter] God, I love that message. Whoever sent that, it was so funny. [snorts and laughter] We need the emote like mega shad gifter 777 I'm hi thank you and eat firm cat I pass the juicer chuck I need to blow

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my nose [snorts] hold on I'm honey. M I'm okay. Hi. Ah. [screaming] Why do you put it so high up?

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Oh, too short. I can't reach. [screaming] [laughter] Stop. [snorts] Stop laughing at me. What the fuck?

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Holy fuck. Why is it so loud? [laughter] It's gone. Honestly, [laughter] stop. [laughter] Fucking ugly ass dog. Stop.

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I'm funny. You got [laughter] to stop. Fuck. At some point, it's not going to be funny anymore. Okay. Thank you. [snorts] What? He's beautiful. Yes. Sorry. I meant to say fuck ass beautiful dog.

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Yes. Mhm. I hope my neighbors don't hate me today. Holy fuck. I'm happy. I was considering of removing all my soundproofing because Okay, one, I don't know if it actually works. Two, it kind of makes my room ugly and I kind

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of want to take it off. I I don't know. Also, three, I need to move out and uh it would be nice if I could move out in like in autumn because my apartment doesn't allow pets and I want a kitty. I

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legit I legit uh went to a pet shop the other not the other day, that was like a few weeks ago. I went to a pet shop and I saw this cute ginger kitten and I really [laughter] wanted to get it. Which breed? I don't

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remember. Well, I really want a Norwegian forest cat, but they're shed like motherfuckers. And I forgot how cats shed. When I visited my sister, she has a cat. It's Burmese cat. Be proud of yourself just as we are of you. You've

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come a long way. Keep taking care of yourself. I'm tired. Happy to see you back.

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But yeah, um um [laughter] I ate the baguette bud. But but yeah, I don't know. I went to the pet shop and I saw this ginger cat and I was like, "Okay, I'm going to find a way to contact because

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I'm from Hungary and I'm happy you came back to us." I was like, "Uh, I'm going to contact my like whoever manages my fucking building. I ask if I can have a pet." And it was like really hard to find like

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where I could ask. For some reason, they didn't didn't make it easy to ask. So, I found it and I asked. They got back to me and they were like, "I'm hungry. Pets are not allowed. I hope you understanding any any

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[sighs] crying. [music] I thought that if they say yes, I'm going to go back to that pet shop and get the that cat the same fucking day.

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Like I for some reason like I remember when I was renting this new place uh for some reason I remember them saying that I could like uh consult them about pets.

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like I could like ask about it. So, I asked for them to just say no. I don't know. It was weird. But yeah, I want to move out so I can get a kitty.

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And I probably I'm not I'm not going to get that cat that I saw cuz it's probably gone now. But found any Annie.

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Yeah. I was so heartbroken. I really I was really [clears throat] in love with that kitten. It was so cute.

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I want a kitten so bad. Well, I hope it has a good owner that takes care of it. It was like it was fluffy. It was so cute. I don't remember which breed it was, though. I think I

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have a picture somewhere, but I'm not going to find it now cuz I've been taking too many pictures. It's somewhere in my gallery. [cough] It's been a [clears throat] while. Go to cat cafe.

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That's not the same. That's not the same. Going to cat cafe only makes me sadder. More sad because I realize how badly I want a cat. I think if I had a cat, it would help me to deal with

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depression faster than I took. Yeah, sad gi. But someday, someday you can be my kin. [snorts and sighs] Damn. [laughter] It's not the same. Are Are you fluffy?

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You keeping it fluffy? Aren't cats cat cat cafes kind of abusive or neglectful to their cats? Is that more of a non-Japan thing? I want to believe that.

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I want to believe that Delund big guys. Yeah. I want to believe that in Japan they take a good care of the cats in cat cafes cuz like you can kind of tell how much they love their cats when you go to cat cafes

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here. like they treat them so respectfully and [music] address them with respect. And uh if a cat is like spicy like oh my god this one cat cafe I went to the spicy cat had like a red scarf on it to

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like s not symbolize to like to tell you to not touch it. So you leave it alone and just like let it be cuz it might fucking, you know, might punch you.

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It's such a nice little like touch [music] for caring for them. They didn't get rid of that cat or anything. They just like let people know to not touch it and it just exists there.

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It's cute. I don't know. I didn't have experience uh with cat cafes overseas. I would like to hope that people take good care of them but I Yeah, going to cat cafes makes me sad cuz I want a cat. I want to take it in

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my pocket and run and hide it in my apartment. Train your local spider. Ew. No. No bugs in my apartment. No. No. Not fucking as gold. I don't I don't have pet fucking cockroaches. I don't like pet cockroaches. No, thank you. Um, I'd like

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a cat. [laughter] [gasps] Zub z. I must go, but I hope you have the best.

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Thank you for coming. Thank you. I am having a good time. Thank you. Oh my god.

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Thank you. got you got you. Thank you so very much. So very fucking much.

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Yay. You missed me. I miss chat. I miss the chat. Weller is getting any that pink bag.

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[laughter] I actually might uh buy it like secondhand cuz they like Balenciaga doesn't even sell it anymore. the pink, the exact pink that I want, they don't have it like in stores anymore. You can only get it secondhand, which is good

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cuz it's cheaper. I hope. I think, bro, one way or another, I'm going to have the pink one someday. Someday.

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No, it's not 5K. It's not 5K. It's not 5K. Clueless. It's not. Stop. Stop manifesting it being so expensive. It's not going to be that expensive. 5k yen. Yes.

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Yes. [laughter] You are a balenciago. That is meant to be yours. [laughter] Thank you. You are Balenciaga though.

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Thank you. You are Balenciaga Potter. Holy fuck, dude. Like [snorts] that. Have you seen that? Like the AI Harry Potter movie? Like I think the guy is remaking the entire fucking movie at this point. Like at first the

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first ever thing was just kind of like stills of their faces, right? But now that the [laughter] AI technology went way went way too far. Actually making entire movies.

Speaker A

AI is evil, but that shit is funny. Yeah, it's like, bro, it's using up our clean water, but like it's making that some some funny stuff, but is it worth it? Is it worth it? cuz a lot of people

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are just making shit that is never going to be seen by anybody and it's not going to produce any value to anything but it used the clean water.

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Bye for now. Take care and thank you. Thank you for coming. Thank you for stopping by even if it was for a second.

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Thank you. I appreciate it. I'm I'm just happy that there's still people um that remember me.

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We missed 100 frowns cuz 6 months is it's a long time and I understand if you like are not going to come anymore.

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I just wanted to tell that like I'm doing better now and uh I do want to stream again. I didn't quit streaming cuz some people probably thought I did.

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I did not. just uh couldn't mentally handle it [cough and clears throat] for a long time.

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I joined too late to have ever caught a stream, but when I learned about you, I couldn't stop watching clips and highlights. I'm so happy to see you're doing okay.

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Welcome back, Annie. Thank you. I mean, I don't think you would enjoy me back then. Anyway, I was way too depressed. You fucking kidding me. We have been holding the line the entire time holding awaiting the [laughter] That sounded so like um

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Are you fucking kidding me? That scared me. Oh, yeah. Welcome back. I enjoy my stay.

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Thank you. Thank you for the primes. Thank you so much. I need to uh commission new emotes at some point and the badges.

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People like sad girls. Um I don't know. I I don't want to even discuss that.

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All I care right now about is that I just want to create I think I found I refound how to rediscovered the passion for creativity and um for beautiful things. I've been into fashion a lot. That's why I want a

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fucking Balenciaga. That's where the Balenciaga bag came from. [laughter] I've been into fashion. Um, depression is not It's not, bro. It's not. And whoever is depressed, I get you like 100%. And I hope that you can feel better, too. And I think if you take

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care of yourself and do all the steps towards it and just I know not everyone is as privileged as me like it's thanks to you guys that I was able to take that break in the first place cuz I had money to live for all

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those month cuz like I even told my like therapist like bro I like I feel guilty that there are people who are depressed and they have to like go to the job every day blah blah blah like I

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acknowledge that cuz that that shit like if I had to do that. [gasps] I Bro, that is so tough. I'm sorry.

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Whoever has to go through that like for me like I'm very lucky that I was able to just exist and take care of myself.

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But I genuinely hope that everybody can like get better cuz that shit sucks. like no matter what like it does suck.

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And I think it's it's nice to be kinder to people cuz you never know what they're going through.

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I think um even when someone was being weird to me lately, I've been like not taking it too like too hard, like too personally or whatever cuz I know that they're probably going through something and I don't want to like you never know

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when someone is on a tipping point like on the edge where like if like I could be the last person that puts them over the edge and they fucking go crazy and fucking do something to themselves, you know. You never know.

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I think um Oh my god, honey. That was this uh time when like we love all versions of Annie. Thank you. Love a happy Annie and eat flower.

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Thank everybody. Um, when I was depressed, like when I was like after the peak of my depression, I was like playing Deadlock a lot and there was like a game I usually when I hear a girl in a game,

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I'm like I'm getting excited cuz I'm like, "Holy fuck." Like a girl, we can team up and be like against these stupid boys together, you know? But there was this one game where I, you know, I I like to talk in voice chat cuz [music]

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in Deadlock I like doing coms. Like it's fun when people do coms. Like those are my favorite games. So like I wasn't even talking that much. And I was trying to take care of two lanes at the same time

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as a support by the way. And at some point, um, this girl dies and then she's like, "What the fuck are you doing?" And then she's like, "Oh, by the way, your voice is fake." And she just kept going on like with that tone

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of voice. She's like, "Your voice is fake. Why are you faking your voice?" Like, she actually sounded like that. I was like, "Bro, chill. Like, that doesn't really like change anything for you in your life." And she just kept

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going off at me. And I was so confused. I I literally got like I got stunned because like why would you why would you do that?

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And she just kept going off at me. And I was with a friend and she called him a pedo when he tried to step up for me like stand up for me. And um I was like dude like I I was like freaking out. I

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was actually shaking because I was so like that I didn't expect that. And then, you know, English is not my first language. I didn't grow up in an English-speaking country. And when I'm nervous, my English gets worse.

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So, like, I said something to her along the lines of like [music] like why are you trying to put me down like to feel better about yourself, whatever the fuck. And she's like, "Oh, yeah, and your English is bad." And I was like,

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"It's not my first language. I know multiple languages." And she's like, "And so do I." And she sounds like American as fuck. Like, she's American as fuck. your voice again.

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Like I was like, "Girl, like why are you do like I literally told her like, "Girl, why are you doing this?" Like I'm not trying to compete with you. Like I literally like I don't care. I couldn't give like bro have all the dicks you

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want. I dude I don't want like all these boys. You can have them. Like I I don't fucking care. Like I don't know what I didn't say that to her, but like you know I I I don't I literally do not

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care. I literally do not care if guys like me or not in games and fucking fucking deadlock. Like, are you kidding me? But she kept going off at me cuz like all the other teammates were guys.

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Nobody stood up for me except my friend and she called him a pedo. And then turns out she was in a party with two other guys and one of them added me after that game and he apologized for

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like uh like sorry for my friend's behavior blah blah blah. The thing is, [sighs and gasps] I never left the Deadlock game ever in my life. Um, I left that game and I started crying hysterically.

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I started crying hysterically and I couldn't calm down for another two hours. Like, oh my god, even remembering this is fucking painful. I was crying hysterically cuz like I didn't understand why she attacked me like that cuz I literally

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like I am way past the age where you're being a Pikmi girl. Like [snorts] wear Pikmis when we're like fucking 17, 18.

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Like I'm I'm fucking 29 now, bro. Like I don't fucking care about this bullshit.

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Like I I don't care literally. But I still had that weird reaction where like I I was crying hysterically and right after that game I had um LeBron I had a therapist session and I just kept crying. I literally

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couldn't stop crying like no matter how hard I tried like um I couldn't stop crying and my entire session with my therapist was just me crying hysterically and um yeah that person added me and I had me and guess what? Look at what she's doing

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on the internet in comparison to you're the one who's doing wonderful where she's being miserable. I don't know anything about her life. But yeah, her friend told me that they they didn't stand up for me because they thought

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that I triggered her. But I then they saw in the chat they thought that I typed something to like trigger her, but I didn't. They saw that I didn't. And apparently they had a Discord server where everyone was talking about it and they all were

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on my side and she was like mad at them for that [laughter] because they thought that I said something to her, but I literally genuinely did not. I didn't.

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And yeah, that person apologized to me for her and he said that he stopped playing with her and stopped being friends with her. And apparently that girl was an Asian. That's why she was shitting on me for my English. Um,

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and she was like, "Oh yeah, so do I. I know multiple languages." Blah, blah.

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Um, like for me, I I only said that as a reason why my English sucks because I genuinely like I grew up in a non-English-speaking country. I had to learn English by myself.

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Honey, but yeah, but she took that as a competition. She lives. It's been 30 years. How have you been you? Oo, you big sad.

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But yeah, and she was 19 turns out. So, like I I I I guess I can't really I'm not mad at her, but holy fuck, it was painful when like a fellow girl treats you like that. Like, I had no

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intention of I don't know, taking attention from anyone. Like, I don't care about the attention of her guys that she's gaming with. Like, I did not speak to them once. I only strictly like talked about the games, the the

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gamecoms, you know. I don't know why she was so triggered at me. She saw you as competition. I don't know. I guess because like when you're that young, I guess like girls can be like that. [music] And that is like so

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like I think she's going to grow up and she's going to remember this and she's going to feel bad probably. I mean, that would be a nice that would be the best case scenario, but holy fuck. Like, if

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you're a girl, don't do this shit. It's so like cringe and actually painful. Like, not everyone wants to be your competition. I think in the Vtubing space, I've seen that shit happen, too.

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All the sub tweeting and stuff. I think the older VTubers, we are so old that we don't fucking care about shit anymore.

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But like, there's a lot of younger ones. And my advice is to fucking mind your business and like don't get into drama with other girls. Just fucking support each other cuz there's no there's only destruction from like no boobs.

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Okay. There's only destruction coming off of just being at each other's throats. Like it nothing good is going to come out of that.

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And like all the people that I ever had beef with, I like I made up with them.

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And that was like the best thing to fucking happen cuz it brought a lot of peace. She's so wise. I mean, I guess like the experience is that's the experience.

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You feel more at peace when you're not in a fucking beef with anyone. Like holy fuck that situation and deadlock really fucked me up. I I didn't play deadlock anymore since.

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Welcome back Annie. We all are so happy to hear your voice again. Also, for old times sake, beach mouse beach and the titties.

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I'm not drunk. Here is a little welcome back gift. We missed you dearly, Annie. Hugs and lovers. Annie Tart, are you drunk? Cuz when people drink, they're sentimental. I'm not I'm not drunk. And I'm That's just my personality. I am very I am very

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sentimental, by the way. And I I am a big cornball. I'm very corny. And I I don't know. I don't feel ashamed about it. [laughter] I'm a big cornball, bro.

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I love corn. [laughter] I'm And I think um yeah, just be kinder to people around even if they fucking hate you, I guess.

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Like even when she was going off at me, I was trying to de deescalate. Like I was not firing back at her with insults.

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I was trying to like I was literally telling her, "Girl, why are you doing this?" Like, "I'm not your enemy. I'm not trying to compete with you." Reply until [laughter] you told us that English isn't your first language. I

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thought you were from places where English is a first language. Um um yeah, English is not my first language. And you know, fucking Oh my god. Um I met uh Joey the Anime Man once, like a few years ago.

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And I told him that English is not my first language. And he was like, "Oh yeah, it's not my first language either." But brother, you fucking grew up in Australia. Like what the fuck you mean? Like you lit you literally

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[laughter] what? Like not grew up, but like you're from Australia or some shit like that.

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Like that's not even like Oh my god. I felt like he brushed it off. So like like bro, I I don't think we're in the same situation. Like I'm not trying to compete, but like English is hard for

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me. It's It's been hard for me. It's not like I grew up in an English-speaking country with English- speakaking parents. [snorts] It's competition. Who sucks the most?

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[laughter] Like, I'm glad if you if you grew up in an English-speaking country and you know another language, that's like amazing.

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First language that Australians learn in grade school is kangaroo. Kangaroo. But yeah, like [clears throat] [snorts] ESL competing over English. I'm not competing.

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I still think my English sucks. I still feel like I'm learning. I I don't think it's that good. Like, but like [sighs] I I just don't like being brushed off like that. Cuz like knowing that the person has English

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speaking parent is like okay bro like why did you say it like that like oh yeah kangaroo [snorts] I think we're all learning honestly like I I wouldn't say that I know my first language ideally either there cuz like I

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still have to Google words even in my own language to make sure that they mean what I'm thinking of what they mean.

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[laughter and crying] I'm hungry. So, I I've been to you. Hi. Thank you. Thank you, fam. I'm will I've been into learning Japanese more and trying to get my Japanese to the level of the way my English is because um I knew like my uh

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Japanese was on N2 level which is like the second highest cuz that's what you need to get into college but because of co I was not practicing it at all. So like especially kanji, I forgot a lot of kanji. Like I guess I

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guess conversations aren't too fucking complicated but kanji is fucking hard. I need to learn.

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My dream is to learn Japanese and then also learn Chinese. But I don't think I I don't know if I can do it.

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I must go now. But I wanted to tell you I'm I'm happy it's back and I love her new model. It's really cute. crazy in the way that there's a lot of See you next stream.

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Thank you. Thank you so much. Well, you like my model. Being a lurker for a bit before you puffed on us. Hearing your back made me want to speak out finally. I hope you're doing better. Really, I always found your goofiness a form of

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refuge and comfort center. Good to have you back again. And cheers to more goofy memories ahead. Pink heart emoji. Purple heart emoji.

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Thank you so much. I appreciate it, bro. I thank you everyone. Genuinely, yeah, the Chinese is so hard. There's so many kanji and like there like there are some similar ones uh in Japanese. So like I could look at kanji like I could

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see someone typing in Chinese and I could roughly understand what they mean just by like kanjis like I don't know like fucking what girl boy I don't know something not boy but like some certain kanji and you can kind of

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see the context but not really just got my Chinese anatomy bookart you could teach me that It's okay. I'm okay. I have like uh I have uh I'm studying Japanese right now.

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[snorts] Why do you want to learn Chinese? I don't know. It's like a because there's so many people speaking Chinese and it's cool to understand it cuz like isn't like uh aren't ch isn't Chinese like the biggest population in

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the world? So like also Spanish is like a good language to learn cuz there's so many Spanish-sp speakaking countries.

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7.3 year pogies jam. Oh my god. Everything uh everything is being made in China.

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So for business side of things, knowing Chinese, oh my god, I feel like it would be so good because at some point I do want to have some kind of uh business. I want to have either a clothing brand or

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some kind of um like merch brand. I I don't know like you know like I used to talk about how I want the merch of toffee. I don't know about that anymore but I I've been into fashion and now I

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want my own clothes. I bought a sewing machine. I I didn't I I didn't try it yet but next month one of my friends is coming to Japan to live here and we want to try making clothes and I think I want

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to get into that. Like I I want to get into that as a hobby.

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Balanciaga. Benny. Balanciaga. Yeah. Benny, don't worry. Just a few more months of Japanese [music] and you will be better than Rock D, who you know has been there 12 [laughter] years.

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No, I think he's better than me. At least with conversation, probably. I I don't know. He has a Japanese wife.

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and he goes out a lot and I don't know, Rob, come on. I probably am, but I don't [laughter] want to compete.

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But when I hear Rob when I hear Rob speak Japanese, [laughter] I want to hold his hand and say that everything is going to be okay.

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[laughter] I don't know. It's okay. It's fine. Like I I really admire the thing about Rob is that he doesn't care. He just like goes at it and he just strikes conversations with people that I think that's the more

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important part cuz like I can know Japanese better all I want but if I'm scared of talking to people, what is the point? You know, if you want to learn Chinese, [music] you should start by learning to use

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pinion as the system is quite close to English alphabet [music] system. And don't learn Cantonese. Trust me, it's very hard.

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Well, just because you said it, I'm going to do what? I [snorts] don't know.

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Uh I don't know about Chinese. Yeah, I need to uh perfect my Japanese at first.

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Thank you for the new sub. Hi. Hi Coco. I heard you. No, I don't. I don't like that fuck ass dog. I [laughter] Why do Why? Where did you heard that?

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Where did he hear that from? [laughter] The fuck? Wait, who? Wait, is that is that your emoth or not? It is. Wait, [laughter] beautiful dog. Beautiful dog. You have like on [laughter] [snorts] The [laughter] beautiful like Yeah. the

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the [laughter] most beautiful creature ever. Oh my god. Help. Help me. [laughter] I'm hungry.

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Yeah. Yeah. Welcome back. You look so good on Ganit. Ah, thank you. Thank you. I think uh people didn't see my um for those who just came. Uh where's my Ah, here we go.

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Um take it off. Wait, hold on. I'm [snorts] hiccuping. Hold on. Holy fuck. Why is this happening to me?

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I have different straps. Very important. [laughter] My mama gave them for free for me cuz I couldn't decide which design I like better. So, [laughter] we have a choice. Thank you. The prime.

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Look at my shoes. And then and then I can uh wait. Oh yeah. [music] Take off the shoes.

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My feet [snorts and sighs] smells like roses. Actually, I don't like the roses smell.

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But Jack, I should uh I uh I hope I don't accidentally press the wrong button. Oh my god.

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[laughter] That would be crazy, huh? Right. Am I right? [snorts] What button? Um, the secret button that gets me banned on Twitch. [laughter] [snorts] Vacation button. [laughter] If I ever get tired of you guys, I'll press the button.

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That will be the nut you for you you remember forever because you'll remember because I'll be gone. That'll be the day I'm gone. What the fuck am I saying?

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Gall's lost. I hope you find them. Dad, thank you. Welcome back, Alion. Happy to see you posting so much art again.

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Thank you. I still have to draw one today. It's It's the 28th already. Are you tired yet? I kind of am. I am, but I miss talking to you, Chad.

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Um I think I'm going to draw it later. Way way way way later today.

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I've Thank you. The prime. Yippee. Yippee. I want to keep the streak going. So, follow my Instagram. I want to grow grow following there. I don't know why I've been so stupid at not growing my Instagram, bro. Why Why am I like this?

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It's It's uh It's any but any but cuz someone took any butt. What a bud.

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What a butt. Wow, is she alive? I am. What? Why did people think I'm dead? I mean, yeah, I wasn't active, but I If I was dead, you guys would probably know. I I don't know. Like, hopefully my friends would

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tell people about it. Hi, Ry daddy. Nice check mark. Don't be dead. Not yet. Not yet.

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Not until I get Balenciaga of my own. [laughter] Balenci Balaniaga. Balenciaga. Yeah. Waga. Oh my god. Waga. There are some new emotes that I added. Oh, yeah.

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Fucking what was it? Fucking scuba. Danny, when more deadlock happy to see you alive.

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[laughter] It's so dumb. One more dadlock. I'm not going to play deadlock. Not anytime soon. Scoopa.

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I wish I could do that with my model. I need a new 3D model at some point, too.

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Bro, I feel like the meta of streaming's been 3D models again. I'm like so behind.

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Um I don't know. But then like I Bro, I bought a set for uh for 3D tracking and it's still in the box and I didn't unpack it yet. Wow. I need to try that.

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I by BF sword it's meta. [laughter] Thank you for the prime. It's the one that burns you. What? Hop on League classic. Is it out yet? I've been spamming Ara Mayhem.

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Any do you like pancakes? If I answer, are you gonna say so you hate waffles?

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If I say yes, waffles. Annie, you can you can be happy. You don't have to play League. But playing League makes me happy. What? [laughter] I like Aram Mayhem. It's so so fucking much fun. I wish they came up with that

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mode like a lot earlier in in life. cuz I am not getting younger and I need to think of things like buying a house in Brazil, buying a house in Brazil, getting my own Balenciaga brand like you know.

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Thank you. Will there be more any ASMR? Um I don't have any M I don't know. I can't tell.

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Hi Annie. [laughter] Thank you. Hollow. I missed the witch. [laughter] I'm going to Brazil. You are going to Brazil. Thank you. So, thank you. Thank you.

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Look at my mug. I can't believe any hates Waffles. Waffless. Waffles. So cute. Why is your room most criticals? Uh, we live together. Didn't you know? We're dating, by the way.

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Unspped, unfollowed. [laughter] What? Not my Yoshi. Congrats. Thank you. Oh my god. dot dot dot dot dot dot dot. Is that a morse code?

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My Yoshi smash. No. No way. Happy for you. [laughter and gasps] Porto sad. Don't be sad. Don't be a sad portal. Be Porto happy.

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Is poor a rich family still an emote here [laughter] or not? Poor Rich family. [laughter] [gasps] This is us.

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When I buy a house, this is going to be us. Chad, we're going to move in together because if my stream moves in there, that means we are moving in. Think about it. [crying] actually makes sense. I'm taking you

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everywhere with me. That's crazy, isn't it? Flushed. You're currently in my room. Room room.

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I'm going to Tokyo in a month. What should I do while there? It's my second time. Okay, first of all, why the fuck are you going to Tokyo in August?

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Do you hate your life? [laughter] Like, do you hate yourself? [snorts] Second of all, I I don't I I don't know what to tell you because I just sit outside in August. I outside inside, not outside. What the fuck am I saying?

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Inside. Inside. Inside. Because outside is unbearable. I don't know. Like what can you do in August?

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I don't know. is the wrong person to ask. Hotel hotel hopping test all hotel ACs.

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Yeah, go to love hotels or something. Like go to a love hotel. Go to a love hotel that has like a water slide or some shit. I don't know. Go to a sauna, like a public sauna or like a

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private sauna if you're traveling with someone. I don't know. How you know? I actually saw I I I've been getting Instagram res.

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It's my first time. What should I do? She's been sending me different reels from like traveling in Japan. And she's like, "We should do this. We should do this. We need to do this when I'm here.

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We need to do this and that." And I'm like, "Yeah, okay. Okay. Yes, ma'am." Portoan.

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Oh my god. She's going to I I imagine when she's going to come, I'm going to go outside a lot more cuz we're simply just Bro, my dream bro, my dream would be like rent a place that is like somewhere in the

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middle where uh like on the way to where she will live and so that we can both go to that place and like live there if we want to or like have it like an office or some shit. I don't know. Like, sounds

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so comfy. Co-working space. Yeah, I really want some, bro. I want a house where all my friends could come anytime and just fucking crash there. I don't know.

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Something like that. That would be so cool. Holly, welcome back. Peipo Flower. Flower for the flower.

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Boomies. Boomies. any mansion. I don't need a mansion. Just like a fucking I don't know when I'm waiting like a small house would be enough or apartment content house. The fuck no. [laughter] Faker has five PCs.

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I mean, dude, Faker's balling like never unless my Balenciaga pops up. I don't think I'll ever get that rich.

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Valency Waga. [laughter] Balenci Waga. Any since you streamed last, I got a house. Damn. [laughter] Is it cuz you stopped like subbing? that you were able to save money and buy [laughter] a house. Thank you, Annie, that you stopped streaming. I was able

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to say save up and fucking buy a house finally. Like, bro, [laughter] [gasps] should I stop streaming again?

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No. [laughter] Oh. Uh, wait. How does the then? No. Why are they on different levels?

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Wait, what? Huh? Why? [laughter] Why is my one of my ears signal lost? Signal received. Signal lost.

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Oh, hey. Why is it on different levels? [laughter] Okay, this model still needs some um some uh updates.

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[laughter] Tweaking. I am tweaking. Like my ears are like uh so Oh my god, my rigger. by the way, a fucking legend. He fixed some stuff 10 minutes before I was I was going to stream. I was like, "Yo, by the

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way, I'm going I'm going to live in 10 minutes." And he was like, "Yo, I'm going to fix this shit." And I was like, "Oh my god, you're a legend, dude." He fixed he he did so much stuff

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right before my stream. But like obviously um I should have asked earlier and I still have to ask like to redo it properly cuz the ears were not going down at all and he just quickly did it cuz like originally right like my art

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has ears like this one down one up and I don't think I made it clear too that I wanted them rigged [laughter and gasps] like separately for them to both be like symmetrical but Um, one down, one up is so good though. It

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is. It's so cute. Thank you. I see a lot of people are following too. Thank you. I hope you guys enjoy your stay.

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I don't know when I'll uh when I'll live again, when I'll go live again. But um I don't know. Um, I'll I need to decide what I want to do on streams.

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Sniff. That was my mouth, bro. At least he did today. Yeah, I thought that like I should just fucking can't come back cuz I I'm like I'm feeling okayish, you know? Thank you.

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I like listening to you yapping. I mean, there's a lot to yap about because I've been gone for so long, but I'm like terrified of the fact that what if I go live one day and I'll have nothing to

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yap about. [laughter and gasps] What if So, I should just never never stream. That's a good [laughter] That's a good conclusion.

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Just Just don't stream forehead. Have you played any games this year besides Deadlock and League?

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No. Are there any games coming out you want to play? No. Okay. [laughter] I Dude, I've been kind of looking at GTA and I want to try it cuz there's a new game coming out, right? And I've never played a single

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GTA game. I think it could be funny. What do you guys think? What do you guys [music] stink?

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Stink? Are you stink? Are you stinky? Why are you stinky? Stop being stinky. You stink. Go shower.

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Yes, we stinky. I think you need to shower. Guys, did you know that like if you put a foam on your hand in a certain way, it looks like a catpaw? I think you should go shower and check it out. Like if you

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make a fist and you put like the foam from soap around your hand, looks like a cat paw.

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We're actually furries deep inside. Any video tutorial? There's Sam on Twitter, not mine. You don't need my help. You're a big boy.

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You can handle it on your own. [laughter] What the fuck? [music] Yo. Okay bro.

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You're a big boy. Um, nobody called you big. I know. I'm just being nice to you. [laughter] Honey, [snorts] welcome back. Lovers, [music] you and missed you so much. Dino dance less than three. Dino dance less than three.

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Dino dance. Dino dance. Hippie. I'm used to looking at small things. [laughter] my mouth. [laughter] Okay, I'm I'm going to come up with a big list for my rigger to um to redo [laughter] I don't think I've done this this stream

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yet with my my mouth closed cuz my mouth doesn't close cuz I'm fucking yapping.

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I really like that my wings are like when I smile they go faster. [laughter] I didn't ask for that. My rigger just kind of did that.

Speaker A

Cute. Yeah, Camila has a similar thing. I swear I did not take that from her. My rigger did it. [laughter] Like [snorts] I legit like I thought it was cute.

Speaker A

Also, my model has a V bridger now. I've never had a V bridger before.

Speaker A

I don't know if there's a big difference but what does that mean? It's an additional program that makes the face tracking more accurate. Like, I don't know. Like it's probably minor uh differences for you guys, but I don't know. It like still looks kind

Speaker A

of the same as without it, but I don't know how to explain it. I don't think you can notice anything unless you have a comparison how it looks like without vibrator. And I don't want to turn it off cuz holy fuck, it

Speaker A

takes forever for me to set it up for it to work. Like I don't know why. Um, both VR and V Studio fucking die on me constantly and I don't want to touch it.

Speaker A

I I don't I don't want to touch it. Like a lot of times I have troubles like connecting to both programs and it's fucking pain and suffering.

Speaker A

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Dude, I'm so happy I can finally post my model on Twitter.

Speaker A

[laughter] I'm barely going to post a cute picture [music] uh after the stream or something like that.

Speaker A

Yeah. Also, if you missed my arts on Twitter, go check the arts and like them. If you like them, if you dislike them, then retweet. [laughter] And [snorts] then uh on Instagram, too, you can like and retweet [music] repost

Speaker A

and stuff. stuff. Hate retweeting. Yeah, I mean I think that I think that's a thing.

Speaker A

Annit of Patit [music] Pat. Please send me all model toggles for reference. Stop putting the fucking M dancing cat on. [laughter] I want to look at my model.

Speaker A

Fart and eat fart. Hi. Thank you. Thank you. You're dancing. Why are you dancing? Um, is this a new model? No, bro. Like, this is a pre-made. [laughter] No, it is a new model. It's not pre-made. It's It's

Speaker A

It's made specifically for me by my favorite artist, Snow is You should follow them on Twitter, too.

Speaker A

and go like all of their back less than three. Hope you I need my mods to spam their link.

Speaker A

It's great to see you again. My Twitter banner is also drawn by the same artists.

Speaker A

Thank you. Why did you say that? Yeah, my uh Twitter banner is drawn by the same artist, but that was like drawn years ago. I was already so excited back then. Like I tipped them the same amount that I paid for that scab.

Speaker A

They probably were like, "What the fuck?" But [snorts] yeah, I really love this artist. Love them.

Speaker A

Big tipper. Um I need I need a new out. [laughter] I need a new out.

Speaker A

We need to commission them very very much in advance to I already got Annie is back.

Speaker A

Lovers also are you excited for want to cry? I am bro. I want to cry. [laughter] I want to cry. Wait, is it not out yet?

Speaker A

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. Want to want to cry. I'm not. It's not. She crowed.

Speaker A

Is the song playing in the background? It's a It It's made for me. It's a lowfi of a of some song, but it's not uploaded anywhere. And it's not s Wait. [music] Yeah, it's not supposed to be uploaded

Speaker A

anywhere. I should probably upload it. Like, giraffe, will he help me? Another background. I don't know. Like I feel like I should upload it cuz it's very good.

Speaker A

I think I broke my nail just now. Fuck. I'm steals music. You little fucking I'm going to punish you.

Speaker A

Thank you subs. Yoink. I'm going to yink your ass. Bro, I've been into [laughter] very different kind of music since like the last um [laughter] I'm eating so much bread.

Speaker A

I'm going to get fat. Wait, where the fuck am I? Oh my god. Okay.

Speaker A

Is everything okay? I think it is. Jesus. Fucking scared me. Holy shit. She can teleport. I Bro, [laughter] I don't know what just happened.

Speaker A

Help. Someone just punched me in the face. Annie, can I teach your ears respectfully?

Speaker A

What do you want to teach my ears? [laughter] Do they need teaching? Chinese? You're going to teach my ears ch What? You're going to fucking whisper in my ears. Chinese.

Speaker A

[laughter] Let [snorts] me teach you Chinese. Bow bow. Ba. Wait. [music] Ha. Ba. Yeah, that's a hamburger.

Speaker A

Ha. Ba. Bow. [laughter] Bow. Bow bow. I'm not a Chihuahua. I am Fuawa. Bow bow lower [music] case. Okay, stop barking.

Speaker A

[laughter] I didn't give the command, Chad. Be fucking nice. Be nice, boys. Listen to me. Listen to mommy. [laughter] I didn't realize how much I missed you until you came back.

Speaker A

Welcome home. Red heart emoji. Thank Red Heart emoji. Thank you. Thank you Dorito too.

Speaker A

No fucking way, Andy. No fucking way. Thank you. No fucking way. No fucking way.

Speaker A

Mommy. I don't think this model looks like mommy. This model looks like a brat.

Speaker A

We're brat maxing. Charlie X brat. Brat chat chat Joe smell more. Thank you. Um, does Annie still fucking remember the green the green fucking M&M? Dude, how can I forget? Every time I see M&M's, I I think of Chad and the fucking the

Speaker A

[laughter] the fucking all the M&M's in the world. Dude, I was in the I was in the airport with Erie um in Amsterdam and I saw like a lot of M&M's and I don't like I think I said it out loud

Speaker A

like fucking the yellow M&M and she was confused or she didn't know what the fuck I was talking about. I I don't know. I think that happened cuz like to I was talking to just myself. I don't know if she heard it.

Speaker A

Just [snorts and laughter] so fucking dumb. Every single time I see Eminem. The good thing is that in Japan M&M's are not that common. So, and also I don't really go to the aisle with uh candies. So, like I never see it here. So, yeah. But

Speaker A

like in the airports, they're fucking everywhere. [laughter] Where's Eio? I I don't know. He He probably hates that I've been gone. S [snorts] brain damage.

Speaker A

It is. You guys are lowering my IQ. That's the real reason why I've been gone. [laughter] I've been replenishing my ICQ.

Speaker A

I'm dead. [music] Annie Fat Cat, good to see you again, Tagman. Thank you, bro. You're literally a VTuber. You're scraping the bottom of the IQ barrel.

Speaker A

Anyway, don't talk to me like that. Fuck. You're so mean, Chad. He made me sad cuz we got five subs.

Speaker A

Thank you, Midnight Club. You care x love you. That guy made me sad. Can someone cheer me up?

Speaker A

Thank you. I appreciate it. [laughter] Thank you. Corpa. Dude, you know what? I've been curious about the the fucking uh meta is it meta chameleon game? Um I've never played it.

Speaker A

I want to play it with friends. I asked Kathy and he said you don't need uh other people to play with. I I I I think like a big group of people would be fun and it would be more fun if it was on

Speaker A

stream too. I I hope I'm not like late to the party, but like that looks like such a fun game. But I hope I don't get fucking hacked cuz this is the fucking latest news I saw.

Speaker A

Um and thank you. Custom maps have malware now. How many like official maps are there? Like how many safe maps are there? Cuz um I I want to play it still.

Speaker A

That's fixed. They fixed it. What if it's back? 67. Oh my god. I have like a collection of pictures of 67 from my trip to Europe.

Speaker A

Like like literally there's so many places in Europe that just are numbered 67. It's so funny.

Speaker A

[laughter] Please God, not YouTube, dude. 67. 67. Who wants [music] the 67? Who wants the 67?

Speaker A

I'm done with kumb baiting. I'm I'm fucking pure now. I'm pure and innocent and I was baptized.

Speaker A

Just so you know, I'm stupid. [laughter] [snorts] Okay. Okay, bro. [laughter] I'm horny. Anyh, I don't want to be horny anymore. I just want to be happy. Thank you, Midnight with the five subs.

Speaker A

Are you just salmon step bill? Hi. What's 35 + 42? Probably 67. I'm hungry.

Speaker A

I'll believe it when I see it. Well, you don't have to wait. It's already here.

Speaker A

Also, happy 7:27 day when you see it. I have a screenshot of uh it being July uh July fuck July 27th at 20 fuck I can't fucking talk at 7:27 p.m.

Speaker A

Fucking poggers [laughter] I can't my my tongue is twisting like I it's been what? It's been only two Wait, it's been two hours. Holy fuck. On one hand that's a lot. On the other hand, that's like slow or fast. I don't know. What am

Speaker A

I feeling? I think I'm losing a child. Is [laughter] next year will be 7 27 is 27. Yeah, actually that's true.

Speaker A

You only become hornier as you age. So there's that. I think that's that's the thing with women. But men on the other hand, they become less horny. Oh yeah, by the way, there was like a uh on the

Speaker A

questioner for my psychiatrist, there was like a question about the like uh um like the sex drive or whatever. For many months, I literally like I was putting like no interest at all. Like I I was like not

Speaker A

interested at all. But it's back to normal now. [laughter] Slow slowly came back to normal.

Speaker A

Crazy cuz I heard like uh anti-depressants um can kill your whatever thing but for me it seems like it fixed it. [laughter] Libido. Yeah, I think it fixed it for me.

Speaker A

But I don't wish to be horny. I need to work. I need to make a Balenc Balenciaga.

Speaker A

Um, I have to be Balenciaga. There's no time for sex. Sex is a waste of time and coming makes you dumb. So, lock in, chat.

Speaker A

[laughter] Lock in. Lock the fuck in. Can you lock the fucking Siaga brand? Um, yes. Thank you. Still in Siaga. I had a big big ass fucking spill like a week ago. I cleaned it. It was not very

Speaker A

pleasant. Some things never change. Why is that so far away? Why you teasing that dumbass?

Speaker A

I'm thank you. Hello Annie. Hi, Chad. CAN YOU SEE? [laughter] NO. NO. [screaming] NO. NO. NO. NO. NO.

Speaker A

NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. [snorts and laughter] What the fuck? [gasps] Oh my god, I just flashed my Chad. No way.

Speaker A

I'm [laughter] welcome back. Oh my god. Way [laughter] to go back. No. No. [crying] Fut.

Speaker A

No, please. Please don't. Thank you. Looks 3D. Holy shit. It's 3:00 a.m. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I need to remove that emote, huh?

Speaker A

[laughter] Hi everyone. I'm new here. Hi, welcome. I think um Chad I might go and uh I don't know when I'll be when I'll be back but it was nice to catch up. I will be back. I promise.

Speaker A

I promise. I just need to have some kind of plan for streams so that like I'm not as uh like you know like fucking scared to stream I guess cuz it's been a while and I don't know if I have a lot to yap

Speaker A

about. Maybe I should like play games instead. Holy fanny is back. I still remember that glorious Twitch day. [laughter] Fuck. It was very fun though. This is one of the most fun streams ever. I wish we could do that again, but I feel like

Speaker A

as soon as we do that again, it's like we're going to get instantly banned.

Speaker A

[laughter] Like, yeah, we are going to get banned, but we're going to get banned instantly this time. So, there will be no time for like partying.

Speaker A

Uh, I wish Twitch does something like that again. The loopholes. The loopholes bro. only after party. [laughter] [gasps] Listen Annie, do your wings move with your boobs?

Speaker A

Can you not see it for yourself? Like like do you have to like do Do you need me to tell you what moves and what doesn't move?

Speaker A

Do you need me to confirm it cuz like you're seeing things? cuz yeah, I think you're seeing [laughter] things.

Speaker A

Make a tutorial on how to look at me. Um, with respect, please. Respectfully. No, but I hope this this version of the outfit is sex as fuck and it's like [music] within the to um I fucking love it.

Speaker A

I hope you guys like it as much as I do. What do what do what do you mean when you nod your head? Yes, but you want to sing.

Speaker A

What do you mean? Rat jam. Rat jam. any rers. I love you guys. It feels like it's been so long, but it doesn't feel like it's been so long. Do you know what I mean?

Speaker A

Because like I don't know since like I It's been a long time, but I'm happy to be back.

Speaker A

And there's a lot of new people, it looks like. You're so welcome, guys. You met me at the the most uh I think the best time uh to meet me cuz I'm not the fucking depressed as fuck.

Speaker A

Take care, Annie. Got to head out sadly. It was amazing getting to see you.

Speaker A

Anyway, take it easy and keep your chin up. Love you and see you next time. Pink heart emoji. Purple heart emoji.

Speaker A

Thank you. I'm new, too. Hi, Neil. I'm Annie. Annie Fox and a little bit of suckus.

Speaker A

Succubus. And a little bit of dumbass. And a little bit stupid. And a little bit fucking spoiled little brat.

Speaker A

I'm stupid. I wanted to screenshot that. Oh, fuck. I didn't have the chance. Anyway, um [snorts] I just like looking at the model [laughter] cuz Chad, I'm looking at uh at it with you at the same time pretty much. Like I

Speaker A

don't know how many hours I spent looking at it. Probably not that many, but like all the hours ahead, I'm going to be looking at it with you.

Speaker A

Looking you. Yes, you. What's happening to my eyes? [laughter] Some some kind of motion is making my eyes go wild. [laughter] I need to report that to the rigger. I I don't know. It's like It's weird. Um, it's funny though. Hi,

Speaker A

Annie. How did your Uma Musima rolls go? Did you get anything good? Yeah, dude. I got all the rare ones. Are you jealous?

Speaker A

Sorry, I have a fucking delay in my brain. Um, it's cuz it's fucking 3:00 a.m. and I don't know. I I've been yapping so much my throat kind of hurts.

Speaker A

I don't want to overdo it for my throat. You know, they say like streaming is so easy but I feel like [snorts] everyone who streams has problems with their throat, and I think losing my voice is like the

Speaker A

scariest thing for me. [laughter] Did you have breakfast? Yeah, I just had a baguette. Didn't you see? [laughter] I just did the baguette.

Speaker A

[snorts] [snorts] So cute. Missed your voice. Thank you. I actually was sick uh on my [laughter] I actually [snorts] was sick on my birthday, by the way. Yeah, it was my birthday. We missed my birthday.

Speaker A

Tell me happy birthday. You owe me a happy birthday. You owe me a happy birthday.

Speaker A

I saw your gifts, the arts and messages, and uh I want to go through that on stream too and like look at the all the art.

Speaker A

[snorts] Thank you so much everybody. Happy birthday. [laughter] Thank you. [snorts] Thank you. It's a very late happy birthday, but I I needed it. I needed it cuz I felt so like lonely I guess because I spent well I spent it with

Speaker A

Erie in Amsterdam and it was fun but I was getting sick that day and also I was on meds withdrawal because I forgot my anti-depressants two or three days in a row and I had like the wildest fucking withdrawal

Speaker A

right on my birthday and then yeah it was not fun. It was not fun. The withdrawal that I had was uh that I felt like I didn't want to do anything in a way that I don't want to live. I don't want to die.

Speaker A

I don't want to exist, but I don't want to not exist, but I also don't know what I want. And it was like such a weird feeling in my brain that I couldn't get rid of. It was like the worst. It was

Speaker A

the worst. And that was on my birthday. I hated it. But yeah, it was a withdrawal.

Speaker A

So since then I'm taking my meds very seriously. [snorts] That was not fun. Okay.

Speaker A

Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. I need Cathy to go live. Kathy, I'm going to offline raid Cassie.

Speaker A

Kathy is so nice to me. She's been so nice to me. Both TwitchCons in a row. I love her.

Speaker A

You should support her and catch her stream sometime. Yes. Well, it's time to say goodbye.

Speaker A

Goodbye. Also, don't forget I have a I have a code um gamer subs. And by the way, like I saw you guys using it while I was gone and it kind of gave me like quite a coin. So, thank you. So, um if

Speaker A

you ever order, you can use my code Annie. And um yeah, I have this. Dude, I need What do I do with this? I have like multiple videos that giraffe made. I need to somehow incorporate these into the stream

Speaker A

so it shows my code sometimes. This is so fucking cute. It's so cute. I'm happy.

Speaker A

I hope you like the model. I hope you guys have a great day. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for still being here. And uh if you want to keep supporting me, you can like like my art,

Speaker A

retweet, like, comment. It all counts. Thank you. and uh Instagram. Uh for the new people, I have Discord where I ping and I have a new day. I've been checking my subs on Twitch and wondering when Annie will be

Speaker A

streaming again. Thank you, Stark. Yeah, I'm back. I'm back, but uh I don't know about the schedule yet, but I am back to being around.

Speaker A

Annie, I love you. I love you, too. Thank you. I love you, Chad. Come here.

Speaker A

Come here. Come come. Or can that animation and any other small anime be released as a short?

Speaker A

Please please please. I don't know. Maybe. We'll see. We'll see about that. We're offline raiding Kathy. I want you guys to follow her and if you see her live to check her out.

Speaker A

She's cute. Okay, my throat is dying. I love you all.

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