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A documentary on Tila Tequila's rise as a social media pioneer and her subsequent controversial downfall.
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Key Takeaways
- Tila Tequila was a pioneering social media influencer who predated platforms like OnlyFans.
- Her openness about sexuality and personal life helped her build a unique connection with fans.
- Her music never matched her online popularity, highlighting the limits of internet fame.
- Mental health struggles and controversial beliefs contributed heavily to her downfall.
- Her story is a cautionary tale about the volatility of internet celebrity and personal vulnerability.
What the video covers
- Tila Tequila was an early Asian American social media influencer and model who pioneered subscription-based content online.
- Her family fled Vietnam and struggled financially in the US, shaping her rebellious and independent personality.
- She gained fame through Playboy modeling and was open about her sexuality, which was rare at the time.
- Tila leveraged Myspace to build a massive following, becoming the most popular person on the platform in 2006.
- Her music career failed commercially despite her online popularity and innovative marketing strategies.
- She starred in MTV's bisexual dating reality show 'A Shot at Love with Tila Tequila' in 2007.
- Over time, Tila's public behavior became increasingly erratic and controversial, including shocking and offensive posts.
- Her later years were marked by public struggles with mental health, substance use, and extremist views.
- Tila faced backlash and bans from platforms due to anti-Semitic and conspiratorial content.
- Despite early success and visionary internet entrepreneurship, her career ended in a disturbing and tragic downfall.
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The intention of this video is to report and criticize the posts, videos, and content posted by Tila Tequila, which may be perceived as shocking and insensitive, but it is necessary to discuss for educational and documentary purposes. Hey, what up? Biology girls here, Tequila.
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My brain is rewired in such a way where it's not like everyone else's. By the way, we are actually inside of a huge spaceship. I wanted to baptize these children for God's kingdom, and they said yes, but the
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grandma came over here and told them they cannot be baptized. I love all you, all of you, with all my heart, so why don't you shut the [ __ ] up? So the gods, I, I know this because I am in Mount
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Olympus where the gods are. This homeless man was like bowing to me earlier. With your stupid ugly dresses, just stop, just die. So sometimes she'd be like, yo, couch [ __ ] the Zionists, you know, um, I'm gonna explode this car.
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This is the deranged, bizarre, and horrifying downfall of Tila Tequila. Trust me, you're gonna need some water for this one. Tila Tequila is an Asian American model, TV personality, and basically the first social media influencer who was raised in Houston,
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Texas. Her family fled from Vietnam when she was just one year old via boat, and when they got to the States, times were tough, living on welfare and food stamps. She was popular as a young girl but constantly getting in trouble. She liked
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hanging out with the bad kids, and her parents could not prevent her rebellious tendencies. Tila longed for independence to escape the life she was living. She was passionate about poetry, writing, music, and the entertainment industry in general. In 1999, she went to community
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college for one semester, realized it wasn't for her, and dropped out. Beyond Betty Jean was the name of her first band that she started via a Craigslist ad in 2001. Her bandmates claimed that she wasn't a big partier, so why the name?
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Tila Tequila? Well, she was using the name Tila Nuang at the time. It would change to Tila Tequila because of her apparent allergy to alcohol. The name was supposed to be ironic. At age 19, while walking through the mall, she got scouted by a
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Playboy modeling talent agent and asked her if she wanted to pursue a career. Very quickly, she was on the covers of various men's magazines and doing interviews. I went up to a guy, told him how hot he was, and licked his ear. What
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do you like to do for fun? Have sex, sex, and more sex. What is your ideal night out? My girls and I being bad and acting very wild. Have you ever had a girlfriend before? Yes, quite a few. What's the
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wildest thing you've ever done? I made out with two girls at once. As you can see, Tila was very open with her sexuality, which in 2002 was rare. Maybe not for a Playboy model, but for any person of influence for sure. This led to
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a lot of men romanticizing and fetishizing her, which would get out of control. She was always looking to the internet to advance her career. Tila was truly a visionary. She started her own website called Tila's Hotspot in 2001,
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which was a subscription-based site where you could chat with her and get exclusive content for $12.95 per month. The same exact business model as OnlyFans, which is dominating 20 years later. She would go even deeper though, posting
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photos of her friends, posting photos of her fans, bands that she liked, random blog entries. You really got to know who she was. She was internet famous. In 2003, Tila was getting kicked off the social media site Friendster constantly for her
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inappropriate photos, so Tom from Myspace emailed her and said that she would be welcomed with open arms on their site. This decision would change her career and internet history forever. They continue to block me out and do whatever they can to discredit me, to
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make me disappear because they know they can't just point-blank assassinate me. Because Tila's real passion was music, modeling was just a stepping stone to gain a fan base and get money. Myspace was the best of both worlds. It was a
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social media website where you could connect with friends, build a profile, post pictures, and blog entries, but they also doubled as a music streaming website. Musical artists would upload their songs to Myspace where users could listen to them, and then the listeners
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could add the songs to their own profile, which would start playing as soon as somebody landed on their page. It was so cool. I loved Myspace. Tila marketed herself differently online. She wasn't like those other girls. She would
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actually respond to you. While that may be true, I think most of that was to get people over to her own website to purchase subscriptions. However, Tila shared so much of her life and lengthy posts that her fans felt like they
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understood her. She was like an open book. There was nothing she wouldn't talk about, and at the time, she was pretty unproblematic. Just the fact that she was open and transparent to the world physically and emotionally made her seem
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controversial, but if she was popular in 2022, she would blend in with a lot of other influencers. There was one little footnote all the way at the bottom of her Myspace page that would kind of let us know how this was all going to end up.
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You probably won't even be able to read this because my page is so cluttered. I am very high, strong, and suffer from multiple personalities. Jane, she's crazy, and she always wants to kill me. Tila, poor girl, she works so hard and
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always wants to make others happy. She deserves a break. I do a lot of things that are self-destructive. Is there a problem? And I walked over there about to crush his skull. Tila was the most famous person on Myspace in 2006. She racked up
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1.7 million friends, which led to her topping the Myspace music charts. But Myspace had a critical flaw in its algorithm. Everyone had music on their profiles that played automatically when you landed on their page. Even if they paused the song after a couple seconds,
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it still counted as a stream. So Tila put her own music on her page. Since she got the most page views from her lewd photos, her music was getting pushed up in the music charts, not because people are
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actually listening to the songs. At one point, Tila was number one on Myspace music with 31.5 million views on her page. Fall Out Boy was number two with nine million. She was dominating, but she would get a big reality check when she
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released her first single on iTunes ever called "I Love You." I want to become the first person in history ever to be the first unsigned artist to land on the top 20 Billboard charts. Hell, even make number one. 1.7 million friends, if 10 percent
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purchased the song for one dollar, she could easily hit number one. However, she only sold 13,000 first week. Still great for an independent artist, but really showed how small of her following cared for her music. Sadly, this was the most
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successful music release she would ever have. The rest of her music career was a commercial failure. However, her internet-based business strategies with subscriptions to her photo catalog combined with independent music releases and merchandise marketed towards her millions of followers, Tila was on her
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internet influencer entrepreneur grind before everyone else. She never hit the Billboard Hot 100. Her music sucked, and we really don't know how much money she made through all these ventures. If she ended up making millions and hitting the
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Forbes list in 2006, we would be calling her a visionary today. Soulja Boy wouldn't be getting as much credit. Her career would take another major turn in 2007. She landed her very own reality TV show on MTV called A Shot at Love with
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Tila Tequila. The concept was just a little different than your run-of-the-mill bachelor reality show. Tila was bisexual, so there were 16 men and 16 women competing for a shot at love with little old Tila, and on top of
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that, they didn't know about her sexuality. The guys thought she was straight, and the girls thought she was lesbian. When she did the grand reveal, everyone lost their [ __ ]. The show then turns into guys thinki...
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shot with tila plus all the other women and the girls being disgusted and annoyed with the guy's ignorant behavior all of a sudden i'm going for it i'm climbing the wall like romeo and juliet testosterone then the group finds out they won't have
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their own rooms and they will be sharing one massive bed which leads to hookups and drama they have challenges where the guys have to act like women and the women have to act like men tila eliminates contestants an even number of
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guys and girls every time when she doesn't feel she has a connection with them anymore at the end teela got down to a man bobby and a woman danny the whole season highlighted how much of a connection tila and tani had she was
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unproblematic sweet and became a fan favorite however tila chose bobby even after she chose bobby she ran off after dany in such a way that had fans scratching their heads at the time the show had mixed reviews some people
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thought it was nice to see bisexual representation in mainstream media some thought it was a bad representation of the lgbtq community and others hated the entirety of the show it was popular nonetheless and got picked up for season
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two wait season two how because it was fake fox news wrote an article about how tila had a boyfriend the entire time while filming the show claiming that tila wasn't even bi and the whole thing was just a
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scripted cash grab gila admitted the allegations were true in 2018 and that she was just gay for pay however at the time in 2007 she denied it all she just said things didn't work out between her and bobby and moved on with season two
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just a couple months later season two was basically the exact same thing all over again but in the end she chose a girl christy but christy actually denied her people after mtv kyla was more than internet famous she was getting movie parts music
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video parts and became a well-known celebrity she released a book hooking up with tila tequila a guide to love fame happiness success and being the life of the party which was actually well received she did not abandon her
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internet roots though she stayed active on her websites and myspace page continuously building her die hard fan base unfortunately getting more famous didn't help one year after mtv would be the start of a very long twisted and shocking downward spiral
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anyways listen bro so what was i going to say oh yeah so what was i saying in september 2009 tila called the police on her boyfriend sean merriman linebacker for the san diego chargers alleging that he choked assaulted and restrained her apparently
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the 411 actress was able to hold off the 6'4 260 pound linebacker long enough for the cops to arrive he was taken into custody and made national headlines when tequila refused and wanted to leave merriman's home she says shawn became
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violent he tackled me down to the couch just like how he tackles those football guys then she claims merriman choked her then i couldn't breathe shawn said that tila had been drinking too much and he was simply trying to make sure she
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wouldn't drive home drunk and that he wasn't assaulting her tila has been very public about her allergy to alcohol however there are countless examples of her posting about being drunk and drinking alcohol and pictures making people think that she is either lying or
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drinks anyway despite being allergic a few days after the arrest all the charges were dropped due to insufficient evidence of any crime being committed however tila filed a lawsuit two months later for domestic violence in which sean countersued not for defamation but
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for copyright infringement and interference with a contract gila was using his lights out logo on her website as well as intentionally interfering with a t-shirt deal he was working on with walmart the situation is strange but they settled in court for an
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undisclosed amount as dark descends into my world i drown at night without a fight one last breath before i go don't mourn me world i will be slow the devil has hunted me down they want to take my soul from this
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world because i have a secret profound so i'm giving in god forgive me for my sin tila was going through something deep she was live streaming on her ustream account ranting about her personal life and even toying around
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with dangerous objects well it wasn't her live streaming it was jane cordova's her alter ego remember her other personality luckily she found a new girlfriend casey johnson the heiress to the multi-billion dollar corporation johnson and johnson they went out on one date in december
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2009 and got engaged that escalated quickly casey johnson is the daughter of woody johnson worth 5.7 billion dollars owner of jnj owner of the jets football franchise and united states ambassador to the united kingdom they struggled to maintain a healthy relationship their
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whole lives casey got everything she wanted as a child besides a true connection with her father she was rebellious spoiled and constantly getting into tabloid drama as a young girl she was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder i guess her and
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tila could relate on that front plus she had been suffering from diabetes since age eight right before she met tila her life was at a low point her father had totally cut her out of the family no communication and no more trust fund she
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was struggling to pay her bills her porsche got repossessed she was evicted and now living in a friend's guest house her and tila vicariously met through tabloids since they were both hot topics they also dated the same woman courtney
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semel who was the heiress of the yahoo ceo terry simmel apparently casey just showed up to tila's house one day she came over like a train wreck i had to tell her casey calm down breathe it's not the end of the world i fixed her
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hair a little bit we started playing dress up and then next thing you know we got engaged sounds insane right well they appeared on a red carpet just a few days later kissing and tila wearing a 17 carat diamond engagement ring okay the
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ring was fake courtney proved that casey gave her the same exact ring when they were dating the couple immediately moved in together yes this is all within one week just 20 days later they got into an argument casey left the house and
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returned to her previous living situation on january 4th she was found dead she was in her guest house for four days before anyone found her r.i.p my angel casey johnson you will forever be in my heart i love you so so
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much and we will marry when i see you in heaven there was no suspect of foul play her passing was due to her diabetes complications she was not taking her insulin and not eating a proper diet as well as taking nyquil asleep this tragic
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passing could be the point where tila never truly recovered from here her life would get extremely out of control she became famous for her twitter rants most of these are now deleted threatening to expose information random bits about her life and even fake
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pregnancies just a few days after her wife passed i'm 13 weeks pregnant i just want to rest for my baby so please i ask you nicely to just leave me alone so the safety of my baby gila has faked so many
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pregnancies over the years is not even worth going into but she would eventually have a child well we think so she was trying to keep her business life together landing a little skit on robot chicken tia are you really bisexual
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because i get the feeling i never had a chance oh i am very bisexual diane and the cleveland show she even had a new record out called i love my dj and he love it when i get on top i can't
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believe they let her perform that on morning television for some reason she got booked to do a live performance at the gathering of the juggalos where she was booed off stage and had rocks and glass thrown at her while performing
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while i think their response was unnecessarily violent whoever thought tila opening for insane clown posse was a good idea needs to rethink their career in her down time between bigger gigs she started a gossip blog called misstilaomygod.com where she spent her
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days gossiping making lies and saying extremely hateful things about other celebrities but when she wasn't trying to make headlines about other celebs she did everything she could to make headlines with her own stunts most reality stars and tabloid queens in the
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paris hilton kim k era were only as valuable as the drama they created tila knew this she knew she had to keep people's attention because her acting and music career just wasn't doing it think you know me you think you have me
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all down you think me at me you analyze me but i'm always and i will always be one step ahead of everybody else of what you think of me i will let you think what you think of me here's an extremely
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summarized run of attention stunts from 2010 to 2012. threatening her own permanent demise via twitter i'm going live on an internet broadcast so the world can watch it go down and to all who has wished death upon me or made it
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a laughing matter we'll be going to hell because i will be go ahead and start placing bets now will i do it or won't i place your bets she didn't do it her alter ego jane attacking her arm establishing her fans
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the hashtag tila army as a cult or a religion is tila army a cult indeed we are a cult that fights the war to restore peace and harmony and expose the others and the devil we are family the
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tila army is a religion we are the light in this world filling with darkness and the devil world is ending wake up people i don't sleep tweeting step by step the process of her having sex with someone who was asleep i don't think i'm gonna
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read that so you can pause the video and read it if you want but it's pretty yeah it's pretty bad lying about buying a 300 000 lamborghini when it was proven to be a rental after she was pulled over while
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driving in starting a fake charity called jaden's angels lying about living in a mansion when she was living in a regular ass apartment claimed ellen degeneres came out as lesbian because of tila lied about another pregnancy this time but with twins trust me i'm leaving
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out so many other stories every day there was a new lie a new story a new ridiculous thing that really nobody believed everyone knows that you know [ __ ] are very jealous over me there are multiple blogs with
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extensive screenshots and detailed timelines dedicated to tila's lies she was doing anything and everything for attention chasing the viral high that she was basking in in her myspace days and this is before she became an extremist she converted to judaism i just feel
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like jewish people have such a beautiful way about them and i can't wait to officially be jewish shabbat shalom tila had never really opened up about religion before so it seemed to be a bit random but hey good for her while her
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scandalous lifestyle tattoos and compulsive lying don't really align with jewish beliefs maybe it was time she was going to change tila landed an episode on new york inc which was a reality show about a tattoo shop a lot of the time
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celebrities went on there got tattoos and talked about what it meant to them tila on the show seemed level-headed and positive casual fans thought oh she must be doing well this show was one of the last gigs she would ever get in
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hollywood her relevance was drying up tila overdosed in march of 2012 she was still in a deep depression because of her massive ups and downs she was suffering from a brain aneurysm in the middle of the night the ballooning of
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the blood cells in the brain can lead to irrational thinking while freaking out she took a bunch of prescription pills and started overdosing we don't know what those pills are but a lot of people think that it was ambien i don't have a
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i don't know have you ever taken ambien in your life who hasn't luckily she made it to the hospital but may have suffered permanent brain damage as a result of this tila decided to check herself into a florida
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rehab to get clean after one month she checked out claiming to feel reborn as a whole new person what we didn't know is this whole new person may be worse than the one before tila blamed her aneurysm on the
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illuminati yes they were punishing her for exposing the truth tila has this insane infatuation with the illuminati honestly 2012 youtube in general love to talk about illuminati symbolism and music videos pop culture branding 16 year old conspiracy theorists were
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drawing red circles around coca-cola logos to show you the dark meaning behind everything you love this wasn't the first time she talked about higher uppers and knowing the truth about the world she once even tried to make a deal
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with the illuminati via this blog post if anything i have all the right people you need that you want that you work oh so hard to get to yes i have them at the tip of my fingers all by my little self
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captivating and enchanting people and luring them in is quite easy for me but now in mid 2012 she was committed to exposing the truth the more you support me the more i'm able to speak out for you and expose more truths too
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the point is they start to and again they're getting paid by the government they are part of the cia they have their drones so anyone who merely disagreed with her was just a hater or the government trying to silence her that the media or
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other people were making her look bad because she was trying to expose the truth obviously all the negative backlash she got was brought upon herself people weren't just attacking her for no reason but some of her small cult fanbase believes her still to this
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day there will be comments on this video saying she's telling the truth tila names satanic bloodlines and rituals part 1 steps to ascension and being superhuman rebirth of a nation 2013 political movement behind the veil false flags economic collapse plans for world
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war iii and zionist movement the tila truth movement was in full effect she was telling her 100 000 subscribers about rituals and policies that the us government needs to implement to create a stronger nation i wanted to run over
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very quickly to you guys about you know how i've been really exposing lately how i'm actually taylor swift where i created her and one of her newfound beliefs was in human depopulation fair warning this is where things are about to get extremely
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offensive and ignorant i'll also be censoring a lot for obvious reasons i once used to be against the government's agenda for human depopulation but i'm no longer against that majority of the people in this world are cruel ignorant
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and have absolutely nothing positive within themselves so basically all they're doing is taking up space killing the planet consuming more than they need that's why we have massive hormones and pesticides and mass animal murder just to feed a bunch of lazy negative hateful
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lard asses who don't do [ __ ] for society it wouldn't be long after where she starts sympathizing with the infamous german dictator in december of 2013 she posted this photoshopped image of her as hetila standing in front of auschwitz
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wearing the red band on her arm saying the dictator was a good man america is failing at the moment yet i do not see anyone in office that is brave enough to save the american people like hitler was
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willing to save the german people i never said i hated anyone but just because i feel sympathy compassion and forgiveness for others such as butler means i am now a monster all for trying to open your eyes to the truth that was
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not as bad as he was painted out to be these posts have obviously been deleted but she wasn't kicked off social media also didn't she convert to judaism what happened to that she did a full 180 into an anti-semite unfortunately it got
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worse tila had a baby pretty sure this time she actually did she had a considerable amount of proof the father is thomas paxton whitaker isn't famous he's probably also insane though when the baby was just one years old she
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posted this picture with the hashtag baby isabella one in the holy one day you're gonna grow up you're gonna have to apologize for this picture i don't have the words for this level of ignorance or somebody that would do that to a child
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she somehow managed to get another hollywood gig on the show celebrity big brother in 2015 but thankfully was kicked off due to these anti-semitic posts it was only then did she apologize well it wasn't an apology it was her yet
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again wanting sympathy and not taking responsibility for her actions back in 2013 i made a statement about hillary not being a bad person and immediately realized soon after that i made a terrible mistake during that time i'd been suffering from severe depression
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and drug addiction for many years prior to that i also attempted to died in 2012 and overdosed on prescription pills i wanted to die i felt worthless and unloved as the pain continued to grow causing me to further spiral out of
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control there was no apology there not even a year after this apology tila is seen at a white nationalist convention doing the hateful salute her verified twitter account also read alt queen literally it took all the way until this point in
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2016 for her to get deleted from twitter for hate speech her career was obviously in shambles tila used to have the safe space of her own website to spread hate lies and conspiracy after 2016 facebook twitter and instagram are definitely the
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main ways most people are getting information online she needed to follow their rules but this only made her believe her own [ __ ] even more thinking that she's being censored for telling the truth when it is the exact
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opposite from 2016 and still to this day she's constantly making new social media accounts under various names and trying to avoid being deleted she started a gofundme for new house furniture she became a flat earther for a while
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because that was trendy she faked another pregnancy in 2018 she made her way back on youtube in 2019 as tornado theon this time she was spreading the good word of jesus christ at this point she's done so much damage i do not think
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that any of you can be convinced that she has changed or has good intentions i know i can't she has been consistent with this new godly behavior up until today despite getting deleted every few months for justified reasons mostly an
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unhinged amount of racism that i just i don't even want to amplify it i just don't want to put it in this video she just makes a new account and somehow manages to give views probably because she is getting support from a small
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community of christians who don't know about her past or her own delusional cult fanbase to follow her no matter where she goes while there isn't anything wrong with praising your own religion or sharing your own ideals it just can't be at the expense of others
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tila has always made it seem like she is the only person living the right way and that everyone else is wrong on top of that she's directly and indirectly spreading so much hate how is that godly or pure let alone her insane claims of
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being an alien being a goddess being jesus being a four-dimensional cyborg or whatever the [ __ ] she spreads hate and is very openly racist instead of taking responsibility when she says horrific things she just says oh that was lucifer
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speaking or that was the devil i was possessed that's not me i'm not big on censorship i think it's destructive but tila has shown time and time again for over a decade but she cannot handle social media she cannot stop spreading
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hate she is a bad influence on people she does not apologize nor care about the people she hurts with her psychotic ideals she does not deserve a platform and we can only hope one day she decides to delete her social medias forever and
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get help
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