Speaker A
What it do, HP?
Screwly G's 'Rockstar Lifestyle' explores struggles with depression, drug abuse, violence, and loyalty in a gritty drill music style.
Key Takeaways
- The artist openly discusses mental health struggles and drug dependency.
- Violence and street retaliation are portrayed as part of the lifestyle.
- Loyalty and gang affiliation heavily influence the narrative.
- The song captures the harsh realities of street life and emotional pain.
- Despite the aggression, there is an underlying call for understanding and prayer.
Summary
- The song narrates personal struggles with depression and drug abuse, highlighting feelings of self-doubt and pain.
- It reflects on a 'rockstar lifestyle' marked by drug use and emotional turmoil.
- Violence and street conflicts are central themes, including references to shootings and retaliation.
- The lyrics depict loyalty to friends and gang affiliations, emphasizing protection and revenge.
- There is a recurring motif of loss and grief, including the death of close associates.
- The artist expresses difficulty in self-love and coping with mental health challenges.
- The song includes vivid imagery of street life, gun violence, and the impact on community safety.
- Social media and gang dynamics are mentioned as part of ongoing conflicts.
- The tone is raw and emotional, combining personal pain with aggressive street narratives.
- The track blends drill music elements with introspective and storytelling lyrics.
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Speaker B
I've been broke a thousand times, ain't no need for fixing it.
Speaker B
I've been like this since a teen, I've been damaged since a G.
Speaker B
I can't seem to love myself, them pills I'm steady taking it.
Speaker B
I keep running from depression, I'm too scared to face the shit.
Speaker B
Rockstar lifestyle, drug abusing right now, granny can you come and pray for me, you know my life wild.
Speaker B
Left a nigga right there on the scene, hot dog got gunned down, they can't have a party on their block cause they get shut down.
Speaker B
Up the sticky shoot like stuff, get all alone and cry for help, I can't explain the pain I felt, I want to die, might kill myself.
Speaker B
Relapse don't lean back for my health, he slip one time that get him nil, can't post a picky on the shelf, run out of love, I'm close to death.
Speaker B
It's going to be a murder, it's going to be a killing.
Speaker B
I keep taking all these perks, it's cause I'm not healing.
Speaker B
Seem like it ain't no love for me, cause they mistreat me, why it seem like it's just so hard to find when you need deep in.
Speaker B
Slip the day, might die tonight, we clap blocks and empty pipes, fuck where we at, this shit on sight, let's make them bleed, it's only right.
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Can't wait for shit, we spin a night, won't shoot the crib, we spin a night.
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Took out the trash, he left his pipe, let's walk him down and take his life.
Speaker B
Rockstar lifestyle, drug abusing right now, I keep taking pills, I might OD before the sun down.
Speaker B
You went there, I needed you the most, now you don't come around.
Speaker B
My love was real, I feel like yours is fake, how you just walked out.
Speaker B
I've been broke a thousand times, ain't no need for fixing it.
Speaker B
I've been like this since a teen, I've been damaged since a G.
Speaker B
I can't seem to love myself, them pills I'm steady taking it.
Speaker B
I keep running from depression, I'm too scared to face the shit.
Speaker B
Rockstar lifestyle, drug abusing right now, granny can you come and pray for me, you know my life wild.
Speaker B
Left a nigga right there on the scene, hot dog got gunned down, they can't have a party on their block cause they get shut down.
Speaker B
All these blocks get shot down, we don't brought our guns out.
Speaker B
Stop the whip and let me out, don't feed them, blowing blocks down.
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They can't see my face before I jump out, pull my mask down.
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Trapped him, run until he tripped and fell, we left him ass out.
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They bought a truck, let's spin a night, we come through while they shooting dice.
Speaker B
Percies shook these niggas nice, we blicking shit, no time to fight.
Speaker B
He saw the whip then ran the light, roll bust, let them bust a right.
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Can't fuck this up, going to score tonight, a three for one, we need it twice.
Speaker B
You on his ass, I'm on them too, you want them dead, I'll kill them too.
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You know right or wrong, it's up for you, fuck what you did, I'm going to rock with you.
Speaker B
Get put up, we come through shoot, mask and gloves won't leave a clue.
Speaker B
What you going to do when we come for you, you run from twit, won't run from you.
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Blow a nigga block down, make a nigga move around.
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They be talking shit on Instagram, because they gang around.
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Niggas know the B and P's and Q's, cause it ain't safe out.
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It ain't shit for us to talk about, just have your gun out.
Speaker B
I've been broke a thousand times, ain't no need for fixing it.
Speaker B
I've been like this since a teen, I've been damaged since a G.
Speaker B
I can't seem to love myself, them pills I'm steady taking it.
Speaker B
I keep running from depression, I'm too scared to face the shit.
Speaker B
Rockstar lifestyle, drug abusing right now, granny can you come and pray for me, you know my life wild.
Speaker B
Left a nigga right there on the scene, hot dog got gunned down, they can't have a party on their block cause they get shut down.
Speaker B
Gravedigger lifestyle, I've been on right now.
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Spin a nigga block, put one on five, should have had his gun out.
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Beat a nigga block, thought we was SWAT, had to breach and jump out.
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Bookie said we came through everyday, our ops going to hang out.
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Our ops got shot down, shit was sweet, the city hot, they dressed for weeks.
Speaker B
Lil dude the bitch quit making tweets, we gangsters, leave that in the streets.
Speaker B
Put tell them hoes we got some beef, blood and shells left in the streets.
Speaker B
I heard the diss, that shit was weak, won't drop a diss, we dropping beats.
Topics:Screwly GRockstar Lifestyledrill musicdrug abusedepressionstreet violencegang loyaltymental healthunreleasedhip hop
